Shin's story

shin invited us to chill out last night..my life and i were waiting for him in my crib, living room..(around 11:30 in the evening)

'where in the world is in-law? he's 10 minutes late' my life said while playing his psp.

'i don't know, maybe he's still with his gang' i answered, my arms folded.

'oh, do they always have meetings every night?'

'i don't know either'

'eh? he lives in this house right? why didn't you know?'

'hm, because i don't know' i chuckled 'i sleep early and i only stay inside my room so i really don't see him that much except when he's in the silly mood.'

'what silly mood?'

'well, when he's in his silly mood...he distracts me all night. he sings, dances, tell stories, acts in front of me, etc. he even sleeps beside me.'

'he sleeps beside you?!' my life exclaimed.

'oh...relax, my life...he's my cousin remember?' i patted his head.

'right, i forgot' my life laughed and i shook my head. 'hm, my life?'

'yes?' i answered.

'are they asleep?' my life grinned.

'yes, they are. why?' i looked at him.

my life gently pushed me on the sofa and he was over me. he kissed me on my forehead, down to my nose and to my lips. he smiled sweetly.

'i thought you wanted me to initiate our ML, my life.' i told him.

'nah, i'm loosing my energy whenever you do it.' he winked.

'then let me do it again' i smiled at him. i exchanged places with him and started to kiss him.

'your hands are cold, my life...' he murmured.

'then let it melt with your heat...'

'i'm home!' shin shouted, and when he saw us 'what the hell!!!!!!?????!!!!!???? what the hell are you doing??????!!!!!?????'

'you are...interefering with us, can't you see?' i smiled and sat down again.

'well, it is not my fault you know! you two must not be doing that..that...in this kind of place!' shin exclaimed.

'this place is private, in-law...' my life said.

'it ain't private!' shin shouted, 'geez, do you always do that in the living room?' he leaned on the wall, hands in his pocket.

'no!' i exclaimed.

'it just happened that you, in-law, saw us. it's your fault anyway, if you are not late..then it won't happen, right, my life?'

'right. why are you late?'

'ah...yeah, i went to congratulate our new member a while ago' he smiled.

'oh, really? that's good' my life smiled. 'so...let's go?'

'yosh!' shin winked at us and went outside. i held my life's hand and followed shin.

'sweet.' my life said.

'what? you don't like it?'

'i do, really.' he held my hand tightly.

outside..shin saw us again.
'would you stop doing that...' shin said while pointing on our hands.

'this? beh..'

'oh...cmon, i'm not used to it! whaaa!!!!'

'then you must' my life hugged and kissed me. 'see?' he winked.

'hmf...alright. let's go.' shin said.

'ok ok...' my life answered. ' let's do some more PDA my life...let's tease him more' he grinned.

i chuckled, 'he might have a heart attack if we do it often'

'maybe not--'

i pressed my lips on his...'we can't do it in public...especially in the club that we're going. ok?'

'alright!'

'good...' i smiled.

'then, can we do it later?' my life said naughtily.

'let me think about it.' i chuckled.

we went to a club and sat on the VIP area. '
it's time to drink!' shin said. 'hm, lemmesee what's good here.'

'sure...' i said.

'my treat.' shin winked.

'wow, in law! thank you for the first time...you are treating us'

'my pleasure.' shin smiled.

'what's got into you, anyway?' my life asked.

'hm? nothing. i just want to treat you.' shin told the hostess our orders. 'thanks'

'welcome, sir.' the young lady smiled sweetly on shin, 'i'll be back' and went away.

'did you see the look in her eyes on you in law?'

'what?'

'that...sensation...that--'

'nah, hostesses are like that always. to attract more customers, to market themselves and as well as their club. not the products they have. sorta like that. no big deal, in law'

'oh..it's like in the states?'

'hm, i dunnow...it's my first time in a club here in japan.'

'so you really are used to clubs in the states?' i asked.

'not really, i do go in clubs occassionally.'

'wow, you're a good boy in law.'

'no comment on that. it's just that i'm more focused on my studies especially i'm a theater student. i really love what i am doing in the states.' shin smiled.

'i see...so, do you have lots of friends in the states?' my life asked. i was playing the psp so i am not in their conversation for now.

'quite. almost asians.'

'no niggas, westerners?'

'hey, don't say niggas'

'why?'

'you wanna die?' shin smiled.

'hah! before they can kill me, i have killed them!'

'good then.hmm..you are asking why? i don't know either.'

'you're like prince, you don't know everything.' my life laughed, 'kidding!'

'pff...' i murmured.

'hm, so do you really wanted to act?'

'i do! it's my dream ever since!' shin grinned.

'then why don't you join showbizness?'

'showbizness is not good. i'd rather be a theater actor than an actor in hollywood. furthermore, i do want to preserve classicality in the theater side of of the world.'

'preserve, in what terms?'

'well, i think theaters are slowly dying. that's why.'

'here are your orders.' the hostess said while smiling. 'enjoy your drinks.'

'thanks.' shin answered, 'ugh..what's this?'

'what?' my life asked.

'this...' shin handed him down the tissue paper.

'it's her phone number...' my life said.' wow, in law. you have a good appeal on girls huh...just like me!'

both of them laughed their heads off. i pinched my life's nose so hard.
*we're drinking this time

'silly' i said.

'ouch..ouch..ouch! that really hurts..' my life pouted his lips. 'sorry...prince..'

'you two are really too adorable to look at.' shin said while he crumpled the tissue paper with he hostess' number.

'oh..in law's envious of us!' my life chuckled, 'in-law...how many ex-girlfriend do you have?'

'hm, as far as i remember...i do have 8.'

'did all of them break up with you?'

'hm, the 5 of them broke up with me while i broke with the other 3..'

'why is that so? please tell us.' my life smiled.

'the reasons of the other 5 were: i was insensitive, i was not too serious on things, i was...i forgot the other reasons. i broke with the other three coz they just played with me. and everytime girls do that, i'm going to sing...'quit playing games with my heart...with my heart' shin chuckled.

'you are a good singer too?'

'maybe?' shin grinned.

'oh..cmon, shin...don't be to humble in front of us.' i teased him.

'alright. well, i do dance, sing, act. wait, i do all of those whenever i act.' shin laughed.

'cool...btw, how many of them do you fall in love with so deeply?'

'guess.' shin smiled.

'hm, 2?' my life answered.

'nah, wrong answer. only one of them in law.'

'so what happened?'

'hm...she was my first ever girlfriend. i first met her at this street in New York, it was raining and she was soaking wet. i tried to follow her but she was really walking too fast. all i wanted that time was to lend my umbrella to her.'

'you mean, love at first sight?'

'yes.'

'then?'

'then she stopped in front of a coffee shop, she's on chills. i went inside the coffee shop and bought a cup of hot coffee for her. i approached her..

you walk too fast...' i said while we were under one umbrella.

huh?' that lady answered, do i know you?'

nope' i answered and handed her the cup of coffee, here...please accept this.'

'oh, thank you very much!' she smiled at me sweetly and sipped the coffee..

'we became silent for sometime...' shin said.

'what's her name? what's her name?' my life answered.

'her name was sam, 2 years older than me.'

'she's an american?'

'yup, hm...we broke up after i knew about that she's a two-timer.'

'hey! no skipping of the details! what happened? how did you court her?'

'i got an amnesia!' shin laughed. 'that's all. thanks for listening!' he grinned.

'oh, come on! that's unfair! so..unfair!' my life exclaimed while shin was only laughing.

'so...how about mandy? do you really love her?' i uttered.

'mandy...' shin smiled. 'oh, mandy when you kiss me and stop me from shaking..oh i need you today..oh..mandy...' shin sang.

'nice nice...' my life complimented.

'no..what? shin?' i looked at him.

'i am falling for her but i don't know if she'll catch me.' shin answered, 'i don't want to assume and rush things right now.'

'tell us, are you jealous about that toshi guy?' my life asked.

'do i need to be? i'm not mandy's boyfriend on the first place. besides, i think they like each other. i'm not going to interfere with their own business.'

'oh my goodness, you are too pessimistic, in law.'

'but, i was just saying the truth. it's obvious, can't you see?'

'we can but how about your feelings?'

'it's alright, in law. no worries here. cmon, just drink..we're here to chill out and not to talk about those things.' shin smiled.

'we want to talk about that! right, my life?'

'right.' i agreed on my life, that was our plan.

'then why didn't you try to court her?'

'hm? we still need to know more about each other, i think?'

'hm, love at first sight?'

'no.'

'what?'

'i think she's the only person who really understands me and i'm so thankful for that.'

'we understand you too!' my life laughed.

'i know you do..but she's different...' shin stood up. 'i'm done drinking.'

'that fast?' my life asked. 'let's drink some more.' he smiled.

thanks but no thanks. i'm leaving.' shin answered, left the cold cash on the table and went out.

'wait!' ryuu grabbed my hand and we followed shin.

outside the bar, we saw the hostess and other two guys...

'play with us, miss...' first guy said.

'no..please go away!' the hostess shouted.

'we won't unless you come with us...' the 2nd guy held tightly on her arms.

'let me go!'

shin went on them and pushed the two guys.

'geez, so ungentle. she's a girl you know. stop being a dick.'

'and who the hell are you?!'

'please leave now--'

the 1st guy punched shin and shin punched him too.

'stupid frickin moron!' shin wiped the blood from his mouth.


'hey, aren't we going to help shin?' my life asked me.

'he can handle it. he's a gangster, remember? just stay back and relax.'

'yeah.'

'but we'll help him if he can't.'


'fuck you!' 2nd guy shouted.

'fuck yourself! you stupid piece of shit!' shin answered and wow, he beat them so fast. the two guys ran away. 'don't you ever dare to fight with me again, or else i'll crush your bones, there won't be anything left! i'll kill you even if you're dead!'

'oh my...my prince, in law's scary.'

'i think so?' i said.

'oh...are you alright?' the hostess approached him and held his face.

'i am, are you hurt?' shin asked.

'quite...' the hostess answered...'thank you for saving me...'

'it's no--'

the hostess hugged him and kissed him.

'wai...wait...' shin gently pushed her away from him.

'what? don't you like me?' the hostess asked.

shin shooked his head, 'sorry, but i'm not nterested. a simple thank you would be fine but a kiss, nah...it's not good. yo, in law...take good care of my little cousin. i gotta go.' he waved his hand.

'hey!' the hostess shouted
.
'in law! don't leave us like this, we're still not finish with our chit-chat!!' my life exclaimed.

shin stopped walking and faced us, 'i have told you, right? admiration is the furthest thing from understanding. maybe, i don't understand all of this. besides i'm just a plain theater actor and i'm not as good as you, in-law. not as good as prince too.' he walked away.

'i'm getting the chills, my life...he's serious all night.'

'yeah...i think so...it's my first time too to see him so serious.'

Hotel Pistolar

Yesterday morning..
elise told us that ryuu would be coming with us (lunch time) for it was her birthday..

around 11:30, i saw shin around the campus and he approached me.

'what are you doing here? i thought you'll have an important meeting.' i asked.

'well, i was just kidding, my little prince!' he chuckled while he patted my head. 'elise invited me here too--'

'did i?' elise asked.

'of course you did! you just don't remember!' he grinned.

'oh...really...' elise was so confused about what has shin said.

'you are lying.' i told him while i pouted my lips.

'nah, am not! why would i?'

'let's just settle this down, ok?' mikan said.

'yeah! she's right, right?' he smiled.

'right! now, hm..where is ryuuka?'

'oh! i'll fetch him! just wait for a while!' elise exclaimed and went away.

so we waited for almost 10 minutes. shin and mikan were enjoying chatting with each other about anime stuff while i was just, i was doing nothing. at last, elise came back but no ryuu with her.

'where's ryuu?' mikan asked.

'hm..' elise was quite sad, 'well, he said that he can't come with us because rei was visiting him.'

'oh...i see...you shouldn't have expected that he would be coming with us. lesson learned?' i asked them.

'you are so bitter, prince.' shin teased me.

'shut up.' i answered him.

'oh, come on! don't bring that issue here, shin! mikan exclaimed, 'let's just get out of here and full ourselves?'

'i agree but before that, i think i forgot something in the lecture hall. i'll just get it. wait for me here, thanks!' elise said.

'alright!' shin said and he held my wrist as well as mikan's,'let's go now at the gate and sneaked on them! shin winked at us.

'wait! how about elise?!' mikan exclaimed.

'don't worry about her, she'll find us!' shin said.

we saw ryuu waiting on the bench. we hid in bushes in front of ryuu's place about 8 meters away from him. shin and mikan were looking at him and i'm not.

'oh...look who's here.' shin said.

'rei?' mikan asked.

shin whispered something on mikan's ear.

'alright..' mikan giggled.

'she is so damn hot...' shin said, 'her hair so silky black...her clothes fit her gorgeously...her lips so luscious red...and her smile, is the smile that would make you in go crazy. what could a guy could ask for? but rei...only rei...'

mikan just agreed on whatever shin said.

'how did you see her lips that far?' iasked him. he sowed me his binoculars.

'i have this with me, for sight seeing.' he grinned.

mikan laughed out loud. 'cool!'

'shin...i thought you like mandy?' i asked him.

'i do. really. what i mean is, maybe because of her appearance and characteristics...she easily hypnotized in-law.' shin grinned. 'oh, rei sat beside him!'

*shin was the only one talking this time and mikan agreed on him, as always.

'they were so close with each other, in law and rei smile at each other...'

'they're so cute to see! kawaii! kawaii!'

'and in law can't take his sight off rei! he was just staring at her all the time!'

'hm...hm...oh...rei liked to sit closely to him...maybe she wants warmth?'

mikan asked, 'what do you mean?'

'she wants in-law to hug her' shin answered. 'i've told you, they hugged each other so tightly. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!' he chuckled. 'aw...they're leaving...hm, maybe they'll continue it somewhere private! shin laughed.

'i can't take this, i'm leaving.' i stood up.

'so early? we still have some business with elise.' shin said.

'my business is more important.'

'oohhh...you'll assassinate both of them?' shin asked.

'of course not!'

'nd what's that business?' shin asked again.

'it's none of your business.'

'what? it's really nothing?'

'no! shut up, shin! you are so annoying!' i exclaimed.

'just like the nnoying orange! right, mikan?'

'right!' mikan agreed.

'stop, alright?'

'no!' shin laughed.

'cut the crap, do you want me to hit you on your face?'

shin just smiled, mikan giggled. i walked away and still heard them laughing. tsk, for damn sake, it was not funny. i called our apprentice for this serious business for i have made up my mind.

5 hours had passed and it's our philosophy class. ryuu was doodling on his page. i wonder why he's not that so active. i looked at his filler and saw, "I LOVE YOU...."

maybe the last word would be REI. yes, it's REI. he doesn't love me anymore for he loves REI now and with that, i pitty myself. i reapped on of my notebook's page and wrote something. i slid it under his arm and listened again to the discussion.

what's on that note was this:
"Meet me after your last class at Hotel Pistolar, room number 027."

after our philosophy class, i went directly at that hotel and prepared myself.

around 7 pm, i heard the door opened (the lights were off)..

'did i entered the right room...it looks like there's no one here...'he murmured. i was just standing around the room. 'maybe, prince's not here.'

he opened the door and i held his hand before he could go outside the room. i pushed him on the bed and cuffed his hands, i was above him too.

'prince?' ryuu asked. i switched on the lights.

'i am...' i answered.

'what's this?'

'well...' i unbuttoned his polo.

'oh...you wanted to do it. but why in this place? you just rented a room for this?' he smiled.

'yeah, i wanted to do it for the last time.'

'alright, what's in you?....wait, for the LAST TIME??!!' he exclaimed.

'indeed.'

'huh!? what last time are you saying?!'

'i know that you don't want me and love me anymore because of rei--'

'what?! i don't love her...she's just a friend prince...' he held my face.

'you are lying...'

'i am not prince, look at my eyes...'

'i won't' i shook my head trying to release my face from his hand, but i can't.

'if you look at my eyes...you'll know the answer, my life...'

i looked at him and he gently pressed his lips on mine.

'you are my only one, prince...and i am your own possession. no one could ever take me away from you...remember that.' he was still holding my face...

'but what's with her visitation? that you hugged each other and sort of those things...'

'and who the hell told you that?'

'shin...'

'that shin...he over done it...' he chuckled. 'actually, i was just removing the ant crawling on her shoulder, no hus thing, ok?

'is he at your side?'

'yep...' he grinned.

'shit...'

'pissed of...huh...' he kissed me again...'i asked some help from him...'

'to what?'

'to worry you like this...'

'for what? what's your reason? please explain it to me briefly.'

'rei and i were just friends, ok? nothing more. that shin just complicated these things. and...'

'and..?'

'i have realized that maybe you are becoming more spoiled whenever i'm at your side..so i thought of making myself busy..and...'

i just looked at his eyes and i can really see his sincerity.

'and...i also thought that if i did that...making myself busy...you'll initiate our make love...just like what you are doing riht now...'he winked...

'oh...i see...so you really wanted me to initiate our ML huh?'

'hm, yes? because..almost all the time...i was the initiator...?' he chuckled.

'well...yes...'i kissed him and removed his remaining clothes...'do you want me to get rid off your hand cuffs?'

'no..this would be fine...my chest romanticist...' he put his arms around me with the hand cuffs on. (do you get the point? its hard to explain..sorry. haha)

after our ML...i was lying over him.

'i think its better if i'm the initiator...'

'why do you say so?'

'because if you're the initiator, i become so tired. i have never realized that you are that so aggressive, prince!' he laughed.

'that's what you want right?' i pouted my lips.

'well...' he kissed me. 'yeah...and i do wanted to take your pleasure with me. I love you alone, Prince. I love you so much...' he hugged me so tightly.

'and I love you always, Ryuuka...'

Shin Here!

Hey2! This is Shin! I sneaked on my little Prince's pc and now I am here! I just want to share you what I watched. Hope you enjoy!

Only One

FRIDAY:

it was a rainy morning and thank Him for it's friday again..
i waited for my next class outside the lecture hall and i was alone..
neither elise-chan nor mikan-chan was around and i was surprised for they were the first ones who are present everytime in this class, but my thoughts were a mistake. ryuu...well, he's i don't know. maybe he's late.

the class before us was dismissed early and i went in. after 5 minutes, i saw ryuu sat beside me and saw his radiant face, he is so happy. i can sense it. he greeted me with a warm smile and a tap on the shoulder.

'its raining so hard outside, dude...and i'm so loving it' he grinned

'yeah, i know you love the rain'

he nodded and started listening to his ipod while i simply stared at him for the whole time. elise-chan and mikan-chan were still not around, they have still 10 minutes before the class start.

ryuu looked at me and smiled..

'i might melt if you keep on staring at me'

'i'm used to this...staring at you all the time'

'are you making fun of me?' he asked

'pardon?'

he didn't answer but he was just looking at me too.

'i'm sorry' i uttered and looked at the board

'oh, c'mon! i was just kidding!' he chuckled and pinched my cheek, 'i was just kidding, dude..no need to say sorry.'

i sighed. he placed his elbow on my desk and his chin on his hand.

'i have decided on what will i wear for the cosplay with rei' i saw his eyes flickered.

'really? that's good then, i'm looking forward to see you in your cosplay outfit...'

'sure! i'll upload the pictures immediately after the convention' he smiled.

'alright...hope you enjoy'

'i will, of course i'm with her again. geez, i am really really getting excited about this!' he chuckled, 'mm, you can come too if you want.'

'thanks but no thanks--'

'oh, yeah...we are busy with our business matters.'

'right.'

'don't worry, after this, i assure you that we will spend our time together again.' he smiled.

and what's with that actually? trying hard to make me so jealous about ms. rei? was that the point he was trying to make me wonder about? To make me feel this jealousy and ugh, i don't know..i really don't. and i think i'm really getting stupid with this shit.

'prince-kun! ryuu-kun! sorry we're late! i hate him being so late!' mikan-chan exclaimed as she sat the next seat after me.

'who's who?' ryuu asked.

'his professor!' elise-chan chuckled.

'oh, i see. it's alright as long as you didn't skip this class' he chuckled.

'huh?! what's your point!?' mikan exclaimed...again.

'it's their favorite subject, right...dude?' he said as he nagged my arms.

i simply nodded as they were so hyper about their conversation. the class started and i didn't listen to the lesson. i was just...just staring at him again. i can't help myself. maybe, ryuu doesn't love me anymore. maybe he has realized that he still prefers girls rather than a guy like me. a stupid spoiled brat guy. maybe he was really never meant for me.

STUPID PRINCE. what makes you take it so damn hard?

a tear rolled down on my cheek. i hurriedly went outside and to the comfort room. i washed my face and stared on the mirror. the door opened and i saw ryuu.

'the lesson for today was kinda boring, isn't it?' he gently closed the door.

'It is' i said as i wiped my face. he went beside me and looked at the mirror. 'you look thinner this time...'

'am i?'

he nodded and faced me to him. 'are you in a diet?' he chuckled.

'i have lost my appetite.'

'o..ow....too bad. i'll tell you what, dude...that's not good.'

'i don't care, really. it doesn't matter.'

'it does.'

'so...?'

'so you must eat! tsk...if i could just have the time to be with you again, i'll probably make you eat a whole heck of a lot. but i can't.' he shook his head, sighed and look at me,'i hate meetings and projects. Mm, i know now! I'll treat you on the dishes you wanted to eat. Ok?' he smiled at me.

'i will.' there's still hope in me after i said those words. maybe i was just paranoid? Or maybe not. Maybe...maybe...

'good...' he grinned.

'so, let's eat together...later?' i asked hesistantly.

'mm' he paused for a while, 'a have a lunch meeting with rei after our class. i still need to fetch her in her university. we'll talk about the last plans for the convention Maybe we can, next week? or the week after next week? I don't know' he chuckled. 'im sorry, dude'

i faked my smiled, 'i see...'

'let's go..we spent so much time in here.' he smiled and he went outside the comfort room.

you really are stupid prince. you shouldn't have expected that he will come with you...again. and simply shows with the 'dude' thing.

So close so far

Damn it

I thought Shin was neither on my side nor on Ryuu's.
But what the hell happened?

Early in the morning, before my first subject..
Shin was with us chatting..
At first Ryuu was telling me about his meeting with Ms. Rei, that he was so happy and excited and whatso ever. That time, well yeah..I wanted to hug him and to say I love you to him but as I was gong to hug him, he went to Shin who was busily playing with his PSP.

Tsk. And they talked about Ms. Rei until I walked out from the building. I don't want to show them that I was pissed of.

Tsk.

Alright! I'm jealous and somehow both of them are getting on my nerves. But..
But I will just be patient...

He won't understand

Am I boring you out?
Am I disturbing your pace?
Did I break anything on you
That would drip down your sail?
Did I trouble your life?
Did I make you aware?

You've said you know it all
And I do hope you are right
I'll write all the things you are today
And it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts falling for you
He won't understand
He puts his mind on what he knows

He won't know anything
He won't know everything

You are breaking me out
You don't have a chance too see
Your words tear a thousand pieces
And it falls all over me

Can we make up for it?
You wont make up for me
You go on your way
And listen to things that you want to hear

I'll write all the things you are today
But it won't be easy cause it will bother your way
He won't understand
Hhe puts hisr mind on what he knows
He won't know anythingShe won't know everything he knows
I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts, I'm sorry

Why?

Why is he like this?
I mean why do he need to make me feel like this..
like hell yeah, I'm jealous now. Big time.
But I don't want to show it to my life because I trust him, but what if this 'trust' I am saying will be all taken for granted?

Damn! This is shit. I am now confused. Pff.

This day, he talked about "rei" non-stop.
Alright, I understand but he's now getting on my nerves.

Does he have any sort of whatever for her?
Whoaaa! It's making me nuts. T-T