Hotel Pistolar

Yesterday morning..
elise told us that ryuu would be coming with us (lunch time) for it was her birthday..

around 11:30, i saw shin around the campus and he approached me.

'what are you doing here? i thought you'll have an important meeting.' i asked.

'well, i was just kidding, my little prince!' he chuckled while he patted my head. 'elise invited me here too--'

'did i?' elise asked.

'of course you did! you just don't remember!' he grinned.

'oh...really...' elise was so confused about what has shin said.

'you are lying.' i told him while i pouted my lips.

'nah, am not! why would i?'

'let's just settle this down, ok?' mikan said.

'yeah! she's right, right?' he smiled.

'right! now, hm..where is ryuuka?'

'oh! i'll fetch him! just wait for a while!' elise exclaimed and went away.

so we waited for almost 10 minutes. shin and mikan were enjoying chatting with each other about anime stuff while i was just, i was doing nothing. at last, elise came back but no ryuu with her.

'where's ryuu?' mikan asked.

'hm..' elise was quite sad, 'well, he said that he can't come with us because rei was visiting him.'

'oh...i see...you shouldn't have expected that he would be coming with us. lesson learned?' i asked them.

'you are so bitter, prince.' shin teased me.

'shut up.' i answered him.

'oh, come on! don't bring that issue here, shin! mikan exclaimed, 'let's just get out of here and full ourselves?'

'i agree but before that, i think i forgot something in the lecture hall. i'll just get it. wait for me here, thanks!' elise said.

'alright!' shin said and he held my wrist as well as mikan's,'let's go now at the gate and sneaked on them! shin winked at us.

'wait! how about elise?!' mikan exclaimed.

'don't worry about her, she'll find us!' shin said.

we saw ryuu waiting on the bench. we hid in bushes in front of ryuu's place about 8 meters away from him. shin and mikan were looking at him and i'm not.

'oh...look who's here.' shin said.

'rei?' mikan asked.

shin whispered something on mikan's ear.

'alright..' mikan giggled.

'she is so damn hot...' shin said, 'her hair so silky black...her clothes fit her gorgeously...her lips so luscious red...and her smile, is the smile that would make you in go crazy. what could a guy could ask for? but rei...only rei...'

mikan just agreed on whatever shin said.

'how did you see her lips that far?' iasked him. he sowed me his binoculars.

'i have this with me, for sight seeing.' he grinned.

mikan laughed out loud. 'cool!'

'shin...i thought you like mandy?' i asked him.

'i do. really. what i mean is, maybe because of her appearance and characteristics...she easily hypnotized in-law.' shin grinned. 'oh, rei sat beside him!'

*shin was the only one talking this time and mikan agreed on him, as always.

'they were so close with each other, in law and rei smile at each other...'

'they're so cute to see! kawaii! kawaii!'

'and in law can't take his sight off rei! he was just staring at her all the time!'

'hm...hm...oh...rei liked to sit closely to him...maybe she wants warmth?'

mikan asked, 'what do you mean?'

'she wants in-law to hug her' shin answered. 'i've told you, they hugged each other so tightly. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!' he chuckled. 'aw...they're leaving...hm, maybe they'll continue it somewhere private! shin laughed.

'i can't take this, i'm leaving.' i stood up.

'so early? we still have some business with elise.' shin said.

'my business is more important.'

'oohhh...you'll assassinate both of them?' shin asked.

'of course not!'

'nd what's that business?' shin asked again.

'it's none of your business.'

'what? it's really nothing?'

'no! shut up, shin! you are so annoying!' i exclaimed.

'just like the nnoying orange! right, mikan?'

'right!' mikan agreed.

'stop, alright?'

'no!' shin laughed.

'cut the crap, do you want me to hit you on your face?'

shin just smiled, mikan giggled. i walked away and still heard them laughing. tsk, for damn sake, it was not funny. i called our apprentice for this serious business for i have made up my mind.

5 hours had passed and it's our philosophy class. ryuu was doodling on his page. i wonder why he's not that so active. i looked at his filler and saw, "I LOVE YOU...."

maybe the last word would be REI. yes, it's REI. he doesn't love me anymore for he loves REI now and with that, i pitty myself. i reapped on of my notebook's page and wrote something. i slid it under his arm and listened again to the discussion.

what's on that note was this:
"Meet me after your last class at Hotel Pistolar, room number 027."

after our philosophy class, i went directly at that hotel and prepared myself.

around 7 pm, i heard the door opened (the lights were off)..

'did i entered the right room...it looks like there's no one here...'he murmured. i was just standing around the room. 'maybe, prince's not here.'

he opened the door and i held his hand before he could go outside the room. i pushed him on the bed and cuffed his hands, i was above him too.

'prince?' ryuu asked. i switched on the lights.

'i am...' i answered.

'what's this?'

'well...' i unbuttoned his polo.

'oh...you wanted to do it. but why in this place? you just rented a room for this?' he smiled.

'yeah, i wanted to do it for the last time.'

'alright, what's in you?....wait, for the LAST TIME??!!' he exclaimed.

'indeed.'

'huh!? what last time are you saying?!'

'i know that you don't want me and love me anymore because of rei--'

'what?! i don't love her...she's just a friend prince...' he held my face.

'you are lying...'

'i am not prince, look at my eyes...'

'i won't' i shook my head trying to release my face from his hand, but i can't.

'if you look at my eyes...you'll know the answer, my life...'

i looked at him and he gently pressed his lips on mine.

'you are my only one, prince...and i am your own possession. no one could ever take me away from you...remember that.' he was still holding my face...

'but what's with her visitation? that you hugged each other and sort of those things...'

'and who the hell told you that?'

'shin...'

'that shin...he over done it...' he chuckled. 'actually, i was just removing the ant crawling on her shoulder, no hus thing, ok?

'is he at your side?'

'yep...' he grinned.

'shit...'

'pissed of...huh...' he kissed me again...'i asked some help from him...'

'to what?'

'to worry you like this...'

'for what? what's your reason? please explain it to me briefly.'

'rei and i were just friends, ok? nothing more. that shin just complicated these things. and...'

'and..?'

'i have realized that maybe you are becoming more spoiled whenever i'm at your side..so i thought of making myself busy..and...'

i just looked at his eyes and i can really see his sincerity.

'and...i also thought that if i did that...making myself busy...you'll initiate our make love...just like what you are doing riht now...'he winked...

'oh...i see...so you really wanted me to initiate our ML huh?'

'hm, yes? because..almost all the time...i was the initiator...?' he chuckled.

'well...yes...'i kissed him and removed his remaining clothes...'do you want me to get rid off your hand cuffs?'

'no..this would be fine...my chest romanticist...' he put his arms around me with the hand cuffs on. (do you get the point? its hard to explain..sorry. haha)

after our ML...i was lying over him.

'i think its better if i'm the initiator...'

'why do you say so?'

'because if you're the initiator, i become so tired. i have never realized that you are that so aggressive, prince!' he laughed.

'that's what you want right?' i pouted my lips.

'well...' he kissed me. 'yeah...and i do wanted to take your pleasure with me. I love you alone, Prince. I love you so much...' he hugged me so tightly.

'and I love you always, Ryuuka...'

Shin Here!

Hey2! This is Shin! I sneaked on my little Prince's pc and now I am here! I just want to share you what I watched. Hope you enjoy!

Only One

FRIDAY:

it was a rainy morning and thank Him for it's friday again..
i waited for my next class outside the lecture hall and i was alone..
neither elise-chan nor mikan-chan was around and i was surprised for they were the first ones who are present everytime in this class, but my thoughts were a mistake. ryuu...well, he's i don't know. maybe he's late.

the class before us was dismissed early and i went in. after 5 minutes, i saw ryuu sat beside me and saw his radiant face, he is so happy. i can sense it. he greeted me with a warm smile and a tap on the shoulder.

'its raining so hard outside, dude...and i'm so loving it' he grinned

'yeah, i know you love the rain'

he nodded and started listening to his ipod while i simply stared at him for the whole time. elise-chan and mikan-chan were still not around, they have still 10 minutes before the class start.

ryuu looked at me and smiled..

'i might melt if you keep on staring at me'

'i'm used to this...staring at you all the time'

'are you making fun of me?' he asked

'pardon?'

he didn't answer but he was just looking at me too.

'i'm sorry' i uttered and looked at the board

'oh, c'mon! i was just kidding!' he chuckled and pinched my cheek, 'i was just kidding, dude..no need to say sorry.'

i sighed. he placed his elbow on my desk and his chin on his hand.

'i have decided on what will i wear for the cosplay with rei' i saw his eyes flickered.

'really? that's good then, i'm looking forward to see you in your cosplay outfit...'

'sure! i'll upload the pictures immediately after the convention' he smiled.

'alright...hope you enjoy'

'i will, of course i'm with her again. geez, i am really really getting excited about this!' he chuckled, 'mm, you can come too if you want.'

'thanks but no thanks--'

'oh, yeah...we are busy with our business matters.'

'right.'

'don't worry, after this, i assure you that we will spend our time together again.' he smiled.

and what's with that actually? trying hard to make me so jealous about ms. rei? was that the point he was trying to make me wonder about? To make me feel this jealousy and ugh, i don't know..i really don't. and i think i'm really getting stupid with this shit.

'prince-kun! ryuu-kun! sorry we're late! i hate him being so late!' mikan-chan exclaimed as she sat the next seat after me.

'who's who?' ryuu asked.

'his professor!' elise-chan chuckled.

'oh, i see. it's alright as long as you didn't skip this class' he chuckled.

'huh?! what's your point!?' mikan exclaimed...again.

'it's their favorite subject, right...dude?' he said as he nagged my arms.

i simply nodded as they were so hyper about their conversation. the class started and i didn't listen to the lesson. i was just...just staring at him again. i can't help myself. maybe, ryuu doesn't love me anymore. maybe he has realized that he still prefers girls rather than a guy like me. a stupid spoiled brat guy. maybe he was really never meant for me.

STUPID PRINCE. what makes you take it so damn hard?

a tear rolled down on my cheek. i hurriedly went outside and to the comfort room. i washed my face and stared on the mirror. the door opened and i saw ryuu.

'the lesson for today was kinda boring, isn't it?' he gently closed the door.

'It is' i said as i wiped my face. he went beside me and looked at the mirror. 'you look thinner this time...'

'am i?'

he nodded and faced me to him. 'are you in a diet?' he chuckled.

'i have lost my appetite.'

'o..ow....too bad. i'll tell you what, dude...that's not good.'

'i don't care, really. it doesn't matter.'

'it does.'

'so...?'

'so you must eat! tsk...if i could just have the time to be with you again, i'll probably make you eat a whole heck of a lot. but i can't.' he shook his head, sighed and look at me,'i hate meetings and projects. Mm, i know now! I'll treat you on the dishes you wanted to eat. Ok?' he smiled at me.

'i will.' there's still hope in me after i said those words. maybe i was just paranoid? Or maybe not. Maybe...maybe...

'good...' he grinned.

'so, let's eat together...later?' i asked hesistantly.

'mm' he paused for a while, 'a have a lunch meeting with rei after our class. i still need to fetch her in her university. we'll talk about the last plans for the convention Maybe we can, next week? or the week after next week? I don't know' he chuckled. 'im sorry, dude'

i faked my smiled, 'i see...'

'let's go..we spent so much time in here.' he smiled and he went outside the comfort room.

you really are stupid prince. you shouldn't have expected that he will come with you...again. and simply shows with the 'dude' thing.

So close so far

Damn it

I thought Shin was neither on my side nor on Ryuu's.
But what the hell happened?

Early in the morning, before my first subject..
Shin was with us chatting..
At first Ryuu was telling me about his meeting with Ms. Rei, that he was so happy and excited and whatso ever. That time, well yeah..I wanted to hug him and to say I love you to him but as I was gong to hug him, he went to Shin who was busily playing with his PSP.

Tsk. And they talked about Ms. Rei until I walked out from the building. I don't want to show them that I was pissed of.

Tsk.

Alright! I'm jealous and somehow both of them are getting on my nerves. But..
But I will just be patient...

He won't understand

Am I boring you out?
Am I disturbing your pace?
Did I break anything on you
That would drip down your sail?
Did I trouble your life?
Did I make you aware?

You've said you know it all
And I do hope you are right
I'll write all the things you are today
And it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts falling for you
He won't understand
He puts his mind on what he knows

He won't know anything
He won't know everything

You are breaking me out
You don't have a chance too see
Your words tear a thousand pieces
And it falls all over me

Can we make up for it?
You wont make up for me
You go on your way
And listen to things that you want to hear

I'll write all the things you are today
But it won't be easy cause it will bother your way
He won't understand
Hhe puts hisr mind on what he knows
He won't know anythingShe won't know everything he knows
I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts, I'm sorry

Why?

Why is he like this?
I mean why do he need to make me feel like this..
like hell yeah, I'm jealous now. Big time.
But I don't want to show it to my life because I trust him, but what if this 'trust' I am saying will be all taken for granted?

Damn! This is shit. I am now confused. Pff.

This day, he talked about "rei" non-stop.
Alright, I understand but he's now getting on my nerves.

Does he have any sort of whatever for her?
Whoaaa! It's making me nuts. T-T