Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Sleep Now

February 19th, 9:30 in the morning. I didn’t get enough of sleep because I was excited for this day, my birthday! I readily prepared myself and went directly downstairs to know what they have for me.

“Where the hell are they?” I wondered while searching for them on the first floor. I went upstairs and search inside their rooms but they’re not there. Holy shit, even the maids, the butler and the guards were nowhere to be found. I am left alone in the mansion!

“No, no…this can’t be…” my eyes twitched as I was thinking of ways on how to find them. “Ah, yeah…my phone.” I went back inside my room and contacted each one of them even Laurence but oh god, they’re out of reach! I even called my sweetheart 10 times in a row but he’s still out of reach! What the hell’s going on?

“Relax, Shin…” I tried to calm myself, “relax…” I kept on repeating that word. “Ah! But I can’t!” I blurted out and munched on the apple on the kitchen counter. “Geez, I’m going nuts now!” I closed my eyes and thought again, “Perhaps they’re outside of the mansion?” and I shrugged my shoulders, “well, there’s no harm in trying.”

I took an apple on my other hand and went outside of the mansion. I was with Ace, my dog, who was following me while we searched in the hood until he started barking. I saw a bald guy who was trying to seize him.

“Hey! Fuck off!” I warned him. As I was going to push him away from Ace, someone covered my nose and mouth with a hanky until I fell asleep.

The next thing I knew was…I was already in my room, lying on my bed while Laurence was fondling my hair.

“Sweetheart…?” I mumbled.

He was staring at me, smiling, “Good morning, sweetheart. Happy birthday!” and he kissed me passionately. I returned the favor. He crawled over me and removed my shirt. H e was kissing me on my ear, down to my lips and to my neck then to my navel and he removed my pants. Well, I was already hard that time and he licked my dick.

“Laurence?”

He looked at me as he licked his lips, “Any problem?”

“Ah…” I sat upright. “What happened?”

His forehead wrinkled, “I’m sorry?”

“I mean, when I woke up this morning…there was no one inside this mansion except me…” I glanced at him, “I went outside to search for them with Ace but we didn’t until a bald guy wanted to take him away from me…and, and…another guy covered my face and mouth with a hanky until I fell asleep…the next thing I knew was, you’re already here with me….”

He was staring at me, “I saw you and I was the one who brought you here. Ace was beside you when I came.”

I wondered, “Really?”

Laurence nodded and patted my head, “Are you okay?”

“I am,” I smiled a bit, still wondering. “How come you weren’t answering my calls? Oh, and are they already here?”

“I was in a deep sleep that time,” he rested my head on his chest, “I’m sorry if I haven’t picked it up.” He kissed my forehead, “and about them, have you already forgotten that today’s a day off for the maids?”

“Eh? Did aunt say that?”

He nodded, “Last night, while having dinner. Weren’t you listening?”

I tried to remember but I can’t, “Did she really say that?”

He smirked, “Of course, of course…sweetheart,” and he caressed my cheek. “Are you really okay?”

I smell something fishy here,” I thought. “How about aunt and Prince?”

He shrugged his shoulders, “All I know is we’re all alone here.”

I looked at him, “Are you implying on something?”

“Why do you sound so innocent here?” he looked at me too.

I laughed, “I am not—“

“Are you trying to be modest today because it’s your birthday?” the tone of his voice changed. “Is that it, huh? Shin?”

“You’re really implying on something, aren’t you?” I pecked on his cheek.

He looked on the other side, “Did I ever say that?”

I held his chin and faced him to me, “You didn’t.”

He wasn’t still looking at me.

“What do you want?” I stared at him.

No response.

I sat on his lap, “Hm?” I smiled and licked on his lips, “Sweetheart?”

He wasn’t still responding.

I fervently kissed him on his lips as I was taking his shirt off. I licked his tummy up to his chest. I heard him chuckled softly. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me upward. He was smiling at me, “I love you so much, Shin…”

“I love you too…” I smiled at him too.

“Happy birthday,” he whispered.

“Thank you…” and I hugged him tightly. Then, he suddenly exchanged places with me. “I’ll make your day…”

“Right now?”

He nodded and smiled as he was already removing his clothes.

“I guess it’s too early…” I bit my lip.

“You think so?” he started kissing me, his hand was caressing my chest, “but time is so precious, sweetheart…” then his hands went downwards.

I moaned, “But we still have tonight…”

“I don’t think so…” and he moved downwards, he licked the tip of my dick and sucked it.

“Why…?” I was catching for my breath.

He looked at me and he wiped his mouth, “I just know…” he smirked. “Stop asking so many questions and just make love with me, sweetheart.”

I chuckled.

“What?” he was smiling at me.

“Why are you smiling like that? It’s so sweet and…you look so wonderful…”

He didn’t respond and instead he crouched a little. He placed my legs on top of his shoulder and slowly inserted his dick inside of me. I was moaning, “Faster…”

He moved his dick out and reached for my head, he kissed me and pushed my head onto his. I sucked it until he ejaculated. He crawled over me again, I mean on my back and thrusted it again inside of me. His right hand held onto my dick while the other one’s on my waist.

“I..I love you, Shin…” he was catching for his breath too.

“I….love you too…Laurence…”

After our love making, we both fell asleep…Laurence was on top of me. I was the one who first woke up. I fondled his hair and kissed it. Then my tummy grumbled, “Ooppss...” I silently chuckled. I took his left hand and kissed it. I smiled as I saw our engagement ring. I rubbed on it and as I was going to look at my engagement ring…

“Shit!” I exclaimed. “My engagement ring? Where the fuck is my engagement ring?” I was already panicking. “Did I leave it somewhere? But I was still wearing it this morning…did they took it away from me? Did they…? Oh goddamn it!”

“Sweetheart?” Laurence was already awake, he was rubbing his eyes.

“Oh, hi there…how was your sleep?”

“Good,” he yawned, “didn’t you sleep?”

“I did…”

He reached for my head and kissed me sweetly, “Let’s take a bath now...”

I simply nodded. We both got up and went directly inside the bathroom. We were both inside the bath tub and he was the one who’s bathing me.

“Is something bothering you?” he whispered,

I didn’t respond.

“Was it because of the guys who tried to harm you?”

I sighed, “Kinda,” at the same time I lied.

“Still about that issue, huh?” he pinched my cheek, “don’t worry, I already asked the other Numbers to handle them.”

I looked at him and kissed him.

“Smile for me, Shin. I want to see you smiling,” he flashed a smile. “It’s your birthday today and I want you to be happy.”

If you just know what’s my problem, Laurence. If you just know that I lost our engagement ring.

“Shin?”

I smiled and hugged him so tightly. Then my tummy grumbled again. We both chuckled. We finished taking our bath already and while Laurence was preparing the ingredients for our breakfast or rather brunch, I kept on looking for the ring.

“Aaarrgh!!!” I shrieked. “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” It was really upsetting. I can’t still find it.

“Sweetheart! Everything’s ok now!” Laurence was calling out for me.

“Coming!” I sighed and went out the room. He seized my hand and we walked downstairs. I already prepared our brunch, oh he helped me too.

“Wow, you’re improving,” I smiled while beating some eggs.

“Am I?” he was slicing some bell peppers.

“Yeah. I remembered when we were in Denmark…you’re still an amateur when it comes to slicing things,” I chuckled.

“I’m good at targeting assholes, not slicing stuff like this.”

“I know,” I sauté the garlic and onions in the pan.

“Thanks to you.”

“Thanks for what?” I looked at him.

“If you didn’t teach me how then I wouldn’t know such tasks.”

I chuckled, “You’re a prince therefore you’re an exception.”

“Ex-prince,” he glared at me.

“But still you were,” I smiled, “and as a lover, I’ll serve for you.”

“Things have changed now,” he stopped slicing and pulled me closer to him, “I’m the one who’s going to serve for you now.”

“Okay?”

“My Queen,” he smiled and kissed my hand.

“Geez,” I got chills, “I’m still not used to that ‘girl’ term.”

“Sweetheart?”

“Better,” I grinned and continued sautéing. I poured on the batter and Laurence handed me the bell peppers.

“What else do you want me to do?” he hugged me from behind.

“Oh, I can already do this alone,” I smiled and cuddled his hand. “You can already sit back and relax.”

“Ugh,” he rested his chin over my shoulder, “I still wanted to help you…”

“Really?” I looked at him.

He nodded, “For our future.”

“Four our future?” I felt my cheek burning.

“You know…when we’re already married, we’ll be living in our own house. And in our house, only the two of us would be living.”

I blinked and blinked.

“I wanted to be the best husband in the whole wide world, Shin,” and he kissed me on my cheek.

I still blinked and blinked.

Laurence chuckled, “Oh my…I’m sorry, I left you speechless again.”

“As always,” I chuckled too.

“But I’m really stating the fact, Shin…”

I looked at him and caressed his cheek, “I love you, Laurence…” and kissed him sweetly on his lips.

“I know now, I’ll just set the table for us,” he smiled and left for awhile.

After cooking and setting the table, we already ate. Laurence spoon fed me while he was telling some ‘future’ stuff about us and obviously, I was speechless again. Tsk. *laughs Oh well, I looked like a kid that time. Just listening to the things he was saying and blushing every time.

Later in the afternoon, we just watched movies, played with Ace, played the XBOX 360 and a lot more. Aunt, Prince and Ashley were still not in the house. I wonder why. Anyway, around 7 in the evening…Laurence told me to prepare myself. I asked him where we are going but he didn’t answer me. So I just did what he told me too.

While on our way…

“Where are we going, sweetheart?” I asked.

He just looked at me and smiled.

“Pff,” I pouted my lips.

He held my hand and kissed it, “Sweetheart?”

“Ugh, yes?”

“Your ring,” he glanced at me, “where’s your ring?”

I bit my lip, “I…I…”

“I?”

“I…” I sighed.

“Don’t tell me you lost it?”

“No! I—“

“I know you when you are lying,” he said.

“I just misplaced it…” I mumbled.

“Misplaced?” he smirked. “Are you sure?”

I shrugged my shoulders, “I’m sorry. Don’t worry, I’ll look for it after the party.”

“It’s useless.”

I sighed, those words struck my heart.

“I’m sorry.”

He didn’t respond. We already arrived in a garden like venue.

“Wait for me here,” he said as he left me.

I simply nodded. After 10 minutes…

Laurence opened the car door for me, “Let’s go,” he said smiling.

Weird,” I thought. He was mad at me a few moments ago and now he’s already smiling.

He held my hand too. “I told you to smile, remember?”

“But…the ring,” I whispered and I was looking down.

He held my chin and kissed me sweetly, “I love you.”

“I love you too…”

He smiled and as we enter the real venue…

“Happy 20th birthday, Shin!” the crowd cheered.

My eyes widened. I saw my relatives from Denmark and United States. Mom and dad were also there.

“What the hell…?”

“Happy birthday, son,” mom hugged me.

Then dad and Ashley and the others too.

“Where have you been, Ashley?” I raised an eye brow.

She stuck her tongue out and kissed me on my cheek, “Happy birthday, brother! I am so happy for you!”

“Thank you?”

She patted my shoulder and entertained the other guests. I saw Mischa she was wiggling while looking and smiling at me.

“Hey little girl,” I smiled and carried her, “you grew taller now huh. How are you?” and I kissed her cheek.

“I’m okay…” she giggled, “who’s he?”

“Who?” I fixed her bangs.

“The one who was holding your hand awhile ago…” and she pointed on Laurence who was talking with his future parents. “I can’t remember his name.”

“Oh!” I chuckled, “Have you already forgotten his name that easily?”

She nodded.

“He’s VII, you remember now?”

She shook her head.

“Oh, come on…we just visited you last year,” I pinched her nose.

“That was last year, a long long time ago…”

I smirked and drew closer to Laurence, “Sweetheart, she can’t remember your name.”

“I thought VII was his name, how come you call him sweetheart?” she fished face.

We both chuckled.

“Geez, how could we explain things to her?” he rubbed his finger in my cheek.

I shrugged my shoulders.

“Do you have any trouble with this kid?” a sudden interruption from Marco. “Let’s leave the love birds now, Mischa.”

“I still want to talk to him,” she hugged me tighter.

“Come on now, we’ll play hide and seek over there,” Marco pointed and winked at us. He carried Mischa, “Later!” and they left us.

I nodded and looked at Laurence who was looking at me too. He smiled at me and held onto my waist. We walked to the aisle to greet more guests. Oh my, what’s happening to him? Has he forgotten about the ring? Or he’s just faking it. Perhaps he’s really mad at me.

While partying, I went to the cocktail station and saw Prince…

“Hi dearest Prince,” I smiled a bit while choosing a drink.

“I love you….I love you…I love you….” Prince said amorously.

“I love you too, Prince,” I sipped on my drink. “Where have you been? I haven’t seen you in the mansion.”

“Oh, how I miss you….”

“I did miss you too…” I answered.

He suddenly chuckled, “You are so silly! I wish you are here with me….” and he sighed.

“But I’m already beside you…” I shook my head, still thinking of the ring.

“I miss you, my life…”

“Fuck,” I looked at him and I didn’t notice that he was talking with in law! I was out of my mind and I guess Prince was too? Actually, he’s too busy with the call and he didn’t notice me too.

“Shin?”

“Yeah?”

“Oh, sorry! Were you talking to me?” and Prince faced me. “Wait a sec, my life…”

“No, I am not talking to you,” I smirked. “For goodness sake, Prince…I was talking to you a few moments ago!”

“Really?” he chuckled. “I didn’t know.”

“Yeah, it’s obvious,” I sipped on my drink, “you’re busy…”

He nodded, smiling. “I’m sorry.”

Hey! My Life! I’m waiting! Talk to me! Talk to me! Talk to me!” in law was shouting.

“Shut up,” I answered, chuckled.

Fuck you! I’m not talking to you, in law!” in law answered back.

“Fine!” I changed the tone of my voice, like a girl’s, “Prince, honey…come here baby….”

Yuck, in law!” he chuckled, “Oh by the way, happy birthday!”

I chuckled too, “Thanks!”

“Happy birthday, Shin,” Prince smiled.

“Thank you! Thank you!” I was still chuckling. “Where have you been, anyway? I haven’t seen you the whole day.”

He’s busy with me!” in law answered.

“Geez, how come you can hear—“

Secret!” he laughed.

“Eh?”

Why? Any problem with that? Prince! Prince! He’s picking a fight with me!”

“What do you want me to do then?”

Just talk to me. Just me! No one else!” in law demanded.

“The fuck? Is that you in law?” I laughed too then I saw Laurence coming.

“Dinner time already,” he said.

“Ah, I’ll eat later,” Prince smiled and left.

Laurence looked at me.

“He’s busy talking with his life,” I said.

“Oh,” he took the glass from me, “don’t drink too much. I don’t want you to become a kissing monster already.”

“I won’t, don’t worry…”

He put the glass down and took my hand. He kissed it, “I’m hungry, let’s eat now…”

I nodded. He’s still weird. Anyway, we already ate and some were already drinking. Prince? He was still talking with in law in the balcony. Laurence was spoon feeding me again and while eating, I observed the place. It was really a beautiful place, with a good ambience. We were in a pavilion in the vast field of green grass with rose bushes alongside. There was a villa and a lake behind. There were benches and apple trees!

“We want to hear a message from our birthday celebrant before I slice the cake,” dad said.

“Do I still need to?” I pouted my lips.

“Of course, sweetheart,” he pinched my cheek.

I sighed and went in front. I smiled.

“That’s it?” Mike teased.

The guests laughed. I looked at where Prince was and he was still talking with in law.

“Well, what should I say?” I smirked and looked at them. “Anyway, good evening?”

They were staring at me. Crap. What’s this? I’m having a monologue?

“I was just wondering why the hell do all of you guys are here?” I continued. “I mean, it’s just my birthday. It’s not that special for you guys to just go here, right? You know, I’m still thinking about your expenses. But….there’s a big but here,” I chuckled. “But I thank all of you. I know deep inside that money’s not that important for you and your presence does and yes, you’re already here. I am touched. Really.”

I looked at dad and he whispered, “Go on, son. Say what you feel…”

I nodded, “You know, I’ve been dreaming of this guy to become mine since the moment that I felt that he’s the right one for me. I know my feelings are true so I kept on waiting. A lot of challenges happened and I did everything just to be with him until one day…the day I have been asking for, he became mine.”

I smiled, “And you know, I’ve been lucky…one of my most memorable days, oh…actually, every time I’m with him is memorable,” I chuckled, “perhaps one of my favorite day was during the Valentines day. It was the day that he proposed to me. I’m speechless. I don’t know what to say…it feels like I’m floating on the clouds…like it’s a fairytale….I have mixed emotions. That’s it.”

I looked at my mother and she was wiping her tears. I looked at Prince and finally he was already listening to my speech. I looked at Laurence and he was looking at me too.

“I wanted to show you….” I bit my lip, “yeah, show you my engagement ring…” I turned my back as my tears fell. I wiped my tears and faced the guests again, “Sorry about that…well, as I was saying…I wanted to show you my engagement ring and show you how I am so happy…” tears were falling down again, “but I misplaced it…or rather someone took it early this morning. I don’t want to elaborate what has happened but…Laurence,” I was looking on the floor, “I’m really….really sorry….I’m sorry,” I hiccupped. “I love you…please forgive me…”

Then the “Marry Me” song played and someone hugged me, yeah it was Laurence. The guests cheered as he kissed me passionately.

“Aren’t you…mad at me?”

He wiped my tears, took my hands and kissed them, “I am not, Shin…”

“But you were…” I can’t look at him straightly in his eyes.

“I did it on purpose,” he was smiling.

“What do you mean by that?”

He knelt down and took something from his pocket. It was a purple box and he opened it, “Will you marry me, Shin? Will you be my Shin Hilfiger?” he was staring at me.

“Ugh, but….” I scratched onto my head, “how…how come you have the ring?” I was confused.

“Geez, Shin! Stop that!

“Say yes again!”

“Will you?”

“I do, I will be your Shin Hilfiger,” I answered, smiling.

He inserted the ring in my finger and stood up already. “I love you so much….”

“I love you too….” I smiled. “But where did you get the ring? I don’t understand.”

“It was part of my plan,” Laurence chuckled.

“What? What do you mean by that?”

“Well, I wanted to propose to you again with your relatives. I wanted to show and prove to them that you’re the only one for me and the other way around. I know that they’re not updated when it comes to the blog so I planned doing it again.”

“And?”

He held my hand, “I was the one who paid for their expenses.”

“And?” I kept on asking.

“I have paid those gangsters to take away your ring.”

“And?”

“I love you.”

“Aw, the two of you are so sweet!” the crowd cheered.

I smiled him and hugged him so tightly.

“And aside from that, I want to get some consent from your parents too…”

“Such a good son,” my dad tapped him on his back. “Make me proud.”

“I promise,” Laurence smiled.

“Woohoo! Let’s party!” Mike said.

And we partied. Around 1 in the morning…we all went home. My relatives will stay here in Japan for a week according to dad. While in my room…

“You’re such a smart ass, sweetheart,” I smirked as I was looking at him who was changing his clothes.

“You’re not just smart to know,” he teased.

I pouted my lips, “Good night,” and I slumbered.

He chuckled and crawled over me, “I was just kidding, sweetheart. I just did it to surprise you and your relatives.”

“They really don’t have an idea about the proposal?”

“They don’t. I just told them that it was just about your birthday party,” he licked my ear.

“Oh, I see…”

He faced me to him and started kissing me. He removed my shirt as well as his and the door suddenly opened.

“Uh-oh,” I mumbled while peeping who opened the door.

“It’s nothing,” Laurence pushed me and kissed me again.

“Shin…? VII….?” A small voice said.

“Shit!” I leaped and covered Mischa’s eyes. “What are you doing here you little girl?”

“I can’t sleep,” she removed my hand and went onto the bed, “can I sleep here?”

I looked at Laurence and he smiled, “It’s fine with me, Shin….”

“Ok then,” I smiled too and went beside Mischa, she was in the middle. “Uhm, did you see something when you went inside my room?”

She nodded.

“What did you see?”

“Your room....and your bed…and on the top of your bed…was you….and on top of you, was him,” she giggled.

“Crap,” I uttered.

“I like this kid,” he chuckled as he lay down.

“And? What else? Did you see something else?” I asked.

She looked at the ceiling, “Ah…can I just whisper it in your ear?”

“Sure,” I leaned towards her.

“You were kissing,” she snickered.

“What did she say?”

“She said she saw us kissing,” I answered.

“At least, just kissing,” he laughed.

Mischa stared at her.

“I love your cousin that’s why I kissed him, Mischa. That’s all,” he patted her head.

“But why aren’t you wearing your clothes?”

“Ok! Time to sleep!” I said while covering her eyes. “Sleep now!”

Saturday, February 19, 2011

I do

“Yes, I do...” I kept on whispering into his ears, “I do...”

“Shin wake up!” I heard a loud nagging voice, “Damn it, Shin! Wake up!”

I opened my eyes and saw Prince, “What the fuck...” I mumbled, “What do you want?”

He sat on the corner of my bed as I rubbed my eyes and slowly sat upright, “Nothing... I just thought I need to wake you up...”

'Huh?' I yawned and scratched onto my head, “You just thought? Tsk, my goodness, Prince.”

Prince laughed, “I knew it.”

“You knew what?”

“You’re going to be pissed,” Prince was still laughing, “Anyway...VII called and he said, he'll fetch you at 11.”

I smiled, “Really? Aw... he's so sweet,' I teased him because he was teasing me earlier.

He smirked, “If I were you, I'll stop teasing and prepare myself.”

'Hm?' I looked at the clock and, “Fuck! Why didn't you wake me up earlier?” I exclaimed seeing that it's already 10:30.

“I tried to... but you kept on saying, ‘Yes I do’,” he threw a pillow on me. “Silly.”

“It’s not my fault!” I almost jumped out of my feet and rushed to the bathroom, I didn't get the chance to close the door and so Prince followed me in. “You did this on purpose, didn't you Prince?”

“What?” he asked.

“You wanted me to be late!” I exclaimed, “You're envy!”

“Wrong... I did wake you up at 9 but you won't wake up,” he folded his arms. “It’s your fault, not mine.”

“Excuses...” I sighed and just continue bathing. Prince went out after awhile.

I was already finished in waxing my hair when Prince knocked at my door.

“Shin...” he called, “Your prince charming is here...”

“Okay, in a moment!” I responded. I looked at myself once more and, “Ugh... geez, why are you this cute, Shin?” I chuckled.

I went downstairs and greeted Laurence with a kiss, “Hello, sweetheart!”

He smiled, “Hi there.”

“I thought I would be late,” I pouted my lips.

'Why?' he asked as he wrapped his arm around my waist.

“Prince woke me up late,” I answered while looking at Prince unkindly.

“I didn't!” Prince complained, “Believe me VII, when you called at 9 AM, I went to his room to wake him up but he didn’t!”

Laurence chuckled, “Is that so?”

I sighed, “All right... all right.”

Laurence pinched my cheek, “Let's go?”

I nodded.

VII looked at Prince, “We'll leave now.”

Prince nodded, “Sure... take care you two.”

'Yeah, we're going to ENJOY OUR DATE today. It's a couple's day anyway,” I teased him for the second time.

Laurence grimaced.

“Shut your fucking mouth, Shin...” Prince uttered and he was like pushing me outside of the mansion.

“You’re just envious, bleh!” I stuck my tongue out and laughed. “Anyway, thanks!' I laughed, 'See yah!'

“Yeah, whatever,” he pouted his lips.

“Got to go,” Laurence bid his goodbye again and we left. While driving...

“Where are we going sweetheart?” I asked as I opened the heater of his car. Japan today is very cold; and the streets were covered with snow.

“Kyoto,” he uttered.

“Kyoto?” I asked, “Why there?”

“Hm...” he waited for the stop light to go red before he answered, “Coz there would be a chocolate festival there
today and I want you to enjoy it.”

“Chocolate Festival?” I sounded like a kid.

He nodded, “Yeah... they say that all the different kinds of chocolate all over the world will be exhibited and promoted there and since you like sweets, I want you to taste all the chocolates that you like.”

I chuckled, “Geez... I'll gain so much weight after today huh?”

“I think so too,” the stoplight went green.

“Hm...” I uttered.

“Yes?” he asked.

“How about you? You don't like sweets?”

He smiled, “Oh... didn't you know, I like sweets now.”

“Eh?” I looked at him amazed.

He looked at me too, “I like my sweet Shin...”

I blushed, “Laurence!” and hugged him tight.

“Easy... I'm driving,” he mumbled as he laid a kiss on my forehead.

“I’m so excited to eat those chocolates!” I said with a great enthusiasm. “You’ll eat too, okay?”

“I’ll eat you,” and he chuckled.

After an hour of driving, we were already in Kyoto...

I trembled, “Geez... it's so cold!”

Laurence held my hand and pulled me closer to him, “You don't mind, do you?”

I looked at him and then looked at the other people who were looking at us, “Nah... I don't mind” and kiss him on his lips, “They're just envy...”

He smiled. We walked down town and reached the place where the Chocolate festival was being held.

My eyes widened and my jaw almost fell, “Wow! There are soooo many choooocooooolates!”

I heard Laurence’s chuckle.

“This is soooooo amaaaaazing! Tremendously awesoooooome!” I continued my loooong pronounciation of words to put more emphasis.

“You like it?” he asked.

I nodded, “No.”

“Ugh, for real?” he sighed.

I nodded, “I looooove it, Laurence! I am so looooving it!” and I hugged him.

He pinched my cheek, “I thought you didn’t like it,” and he smiled, “I'm glad that you do.”

The place was open to public for viewing but there was a private portion for people who want to grab a bite of the millions of chocolates displayed. We picked the 2-seat table near the balcony with some white roses designed and
enjoyed cloud nine.

“Take it easy sweetheart, we have all day...” he teased me.

I chuckled, “Yeah, yeah I know...but this is so yummy!” I exclaimed and continue eating.

Laurence just ate a bar of traditional dark chocolate from Aztecs, while me... I ate too many to mention!

“Are you still okay, Shin?” he was worried.

I nodded, “Ugh...I wanna eat more,” I heaved a sigh, “but I think my tummy couldn't stand it anymore,” and
hiccupped.

He chuckled, “Then let's just bring some home...”

My eyes flickered, “Really? Yehey! I would love to!”

He smiled and signaled the waitress to bring our bill.

“I'll bring some for Prince, he needs this to lessen his sadness,” I chuckled.

“I think so too.”

A few moments later, we walked hand-in-hand...

“Where are we going next?” I asked.

“Well... if I'll follow my plan, after the chocolate festival, we have to go to the restaurant I reserved for us but
since you're still full, perhaps we can skip that first and go to the next destination.”

I nodded, “Oh! I see.” I looked at him, “I am so sorry Laurence, your sweetheart is a chocolate-monster...”

'I didn't know actually...' he grimaced.

I pouted my lips, 'I’m sorry...'

We stopped walking and he held my chin, 'Stop saying sorry...it's all right, sweetheart.” He patted my head, “I
want you to enjoy so just tell me whatever you want, okay?” and he smiled at me.

And there in the middle of the street where everyone can see us, I gave him the most passionate kiss I can ever give that day.

He bit his lips, “You always surprise me.”

“You haven't seen anything...” I mumbled.

Then we continued walking until we reached a private skating rink.

“Do you know how to skate sweetheart?” he asked me as we entered.

“No?” I was shy.

A guy approached us, “VII-ouji?”

He nodded, 'Yes, I am.'

The guy shook hands with him, “So I'll be back in three hours, sir. I hope you enjoy,” and he left the key to us and went on.

“Don't tell me you rented this rink?”

He chuckled, “Isn’t it obvious?”

“Ugh,” I looked down.

“Come on, sweetheart. We only have three hours so we should start now.”

Geez... how can I tell him that I don't know a thing about skating! “Swee...sweet...sweetheart?” I called him, stuttering.

'Yes?' he was putting on his skating gear.

“Ah...” I can’t look at him straightly, “I...I don't know how to skate...”

I felt his arms around my waist, “Then I'll teach my queen...”

I looked at him and he surprised me with a kiss.

‘Q...qu...queen?” I was still stuttering and I also felt my cheeks burning.

He chuckled and kissed me on my cheek, “You are so cute, sweetheart. Shall we?”

I nodded. He put on my skating gears and we started to skate. Obviously, I fell so many times but Laurence was always there to catch me. After falling so many times, we decided to stop skating. We sat on the center of the rink; Laurence was giving me a massage. He said that in order to avoid cramps, I should relax my muscles right after skating.

“So, you skate sweetheart?” I asked.

He nodded.

“Who taught you?”

“My fiancée.”

“Hm?”

“I mean my betrothed before, she's a skater so she taught me how to. I saw it interesting so I gave it a shot.”

I nodded, “Ah... I see.”

“Why didn't you try skating?” he asked me.

I thought for a while, “Coz no one ever taught me to?”

“You're unsure?'

“Geez... I don't like skating sweetheart.”

He chuckled.

“What?”

“You're too honest. I am sorry, I didn't know you don't like this stuff.”

“Oh, no!” I went beside him, “This is okay... I mean, I am not interested in skating but that doesn't mean I didn't
like this...”

“Really?” he stared at me.

I stared him too, “I love you...” I pushed him and I crawled over him, “I am so in love with you...” I caressed his
face, “I love you... I love you...”

He smiled, “And I love you too...” and wrapped his arms around me.

I laid over him for a while until...

“Can you wait here for a minute, sweetheart?”

I nodded, “Sure... where are you going?”

He smiled as he left. After 3 minutes or so, he returned with a guitar. He sat opposite me and started to pluck the guitar. He started to sing, and I listened to him intently...


Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will, oh...
Say you will

Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown his my way

Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will , oh...
Say you will

Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will , oh...
Marry me


After singing, he approached me and knelt down in front of me. He got something from his pocket, “Marry me, Shin Caelum...” he uttered. He got my hand and placed a small purple box.

I looked at him.

“Open it,” he said.

I nodded; I slowly opened the box and saw a ring. I was shocked; he took the ring out of the box and wore it to me.
I was speechless; I didn't know what to say.

“Will you marry me?” he asked me. “Will you be my Shin Hilfiger?

I was still speechless.

“Shin?” he touched my face, “Will you marry me?”

I smiled and what else to say but, “Yes... I will be your Shin Hilfiger.”

He hugged me tight and whispered, “Thank you...”

After his proposal, we went to a shopping mall. Well, this wasn't part of his plan he told me but he insisted that he wants to see me in a groom outfit. While on the fitting area...

“Shin, are you done?” Laurence called out for me.

“Hold on a minute...” I told him while trying to pick a good color scheme for the neck tie.

“Do you need any help?”

I went out, “Tadah...” I grinned.

I saw his eyes flickered and his lips smiled sweetly.

“Laurence?”

“Un homme beau...” he whispered.

“Pardon?” I asked.

“Saperlipopette...” he grinned.

“What are you saying?” I pouted my lips.

“Le plus beau garçon que j'ai jamais vu...”

I whined, “Sweetheart!”

“Pourquoi es-tu si belle?” he smirked as he pulled me into his arms, “Je t'aime...”

I smiled, “I love you too...” and pinched his nose.

“I thought you don't speak French?” I was still jailed around his arms.

“I don't.”

“Then how come?” he rubbed his nose in my cheek.

“I just know... ‘je t'aime’.”

He nodded.

Of course we didn't buy the outfit; he just wants me to try some. But we did buy; I mean he did buy the necktie for me. I told him I wanna rest so we went to a coffee shop to drink some tea and relax ourselves.

“Is that you VII?” a woman tapped Laurence's shoulder.

Laurence looked at her, “XXII?”

“Oh my god!” the woman exclaimed, “Brother!” and hugged him.

Laurence hugged her too, “Hey... what brings you here?”

The woman sat beside Laurence, “Duh! I should be the one asking you that. I live here remember?” and she laughed.

“Oh right, well...” he looked at me, “I'm with my boyfriend.”

The woman looked at me and perhaps she’s in her middle 20's, “So you are Shin?”

I nodded and smiled, “Yeah, nice to meet you...”

She shook hands with me, “Oh my, the rumors are right. You are cute!” and she giggled. “It's nice to finally meet
you. My name is XXII, a Chrono also under XXVII.”

“Oh, you mean in-law?” I shook hands with her too.

“In-law?” she chuckled, “Yeah, you could say that. We're adoptive brothers and sisters by master.”

“He knows that already,” Laurence clarified, “What he means is that, he's related to our leader's lover as well.”

“Oh?” she was shocked, “How?”

“We're cousins,” I answered.

She nodded, “Oh I see... wow, the world is small.”

I agreed, “So you know Prince?”

She shrugged his head, “Not yet... but soon, I'll visit Tokyo this summer.”

“That's good,” Laurence lit his cigar, “How are you doing now?”

“The same, mission there... mission here. How about you? How are the other Numbers?”

“We're the same, we're fine.”

“Oh!” she exclaimed, “Before I forgot, is it true... XXVII is going to resign?”

I looked at Laurence.

“Unfortunately...” he said.

“So, you will take over?” she smiled.

Laurence shrugged his head, “No way... the Numbers don’t want him to leave so I think he has no choice but to
stay.”

“Well... personally, I don't want him to go either but if that's what he wants then we couldn't do anything. He had sacrificed so much already, I think he deserves peace now.”

“He’s doing this for his lover, not for him.”

She nodded, “Our leader must really love him then.”

“You can say that again.”

“Mind if I don’t?” she chuckled, “He’s willing to give up who he is for this person called as Prince?” she smirked,
“How amazing Prince is, must have been a good catch.”

“XXVII can give up anything, even his own life for that person.”

I just listened to them as they talk about in-law's resignation to the Numbers.

“Oh shit!” she squeaked, “I'm gonna be late for university. I have to go,” she stood up. “It’s really nice to meet you, Shin. Let's hang out again soon, okay?”

“Yeah sure, I would love to,” I told her.

“Okay!” she kissed my cheek and Laurence's as well, “Bye, have a good day you two,” and she left.

“She's nice,” I told him.

“She was an ex-girlfriend of your in-law.”

“Huh?” I wondered.

“That's why when she learned that XXVII is having a serious relationship, she moved out.”

I nodded, “Ah... I see, wow, I wouldn't be anymore surprise if all the Numbers became in-law's girl.”

“Well...” he paused, “Not all...”

“Hm... who didn't?” I finished my tea.

“Only IX,” he finished his cigar too, “Let's?”

I nodded and we headed to our next destination. We went to a carnival. In there, we did a lot of things but I’m too
lazy now to elaborate each and every part so I’ll just put some sugar-on-top scenes.

“Let’s ride the roller coaster sweetheart!” I told him.

His face became weary, “Ugh… sure, ride the roller coaster, sweetheart.”

I held on to his hand, “Let’s ride it together…” I winked.

He shrugged his head, “I cannot…”

I stared at him.

“I’m not good at rides, sorry…”

Oh right, I remember! He doesn’t want this kind of adventure, “So sorry! I forgot, hmm… oh I know what to ride!” I grinned.

He looked at me.

“Let’s just ride the merry-go-around…” I smiled at him.

He smiled back, “Okay, I think I would survive that.”

I laughed. We did ride the horses in the merry-go-around and luckily, he did survive. But after the round and round of the horse, his face turned flushed.

We sat in a nearby bench, “Are you okay, sweetheart?” I comforted him.

He nodded, “Yeah… I just don’t like spinning and spinning over and over again.”

I sighed, “This is my fault…”

He looked at me.

“If I didn’t think of that stupid merry-go-around, you wouldn’t be like this.”

He caressed his face, “I love you Shin…”

“I lo—” he didn’t let me finish by pressing his lips onto mine.

Since I don’t want him to feel any dizziness anymore, we just went to the animal show. We watched different
animals as they performed live. Then we played some games like target shooting, fish catching and some other
carnival games.

After couple of hours, we decided to call it a day. We went to fancy restaurant to eat dinner and then we headed back to Tokyo. We arrived before 11 in the evening. I spent the night in their house.

Laurence gave me some clean clothes.

“Thank you…” I told him.

“You’re welcome,” he lit his cigar, “Are you sleepy now?”

I grinned, “No…”

His face wondered, “Shin?”

I slowly and sensually remove all my clothes, I only let my boxers to stay and then I sat on his lap.

“This day wouldn’t be complete without…” I paused and started to unbutton his polo, “Love…”

He grinned, “Silly…” and let me undress him.

I pushed him on his bed and I crawled over him, “Top or bottom?”

He grimaced, “Top…”

I smiled, “Right…”

And whatever happened next, you know already. I was fondling his hair when I asked him how much he loves me.

“Unconditional,” he whispered into my ears.

“Unconditional?” I asked, wanting him to repeat it for me.

“Unconditional,” he repeated.

“Why do you love me Laurence?” I asked.

“Before I answer that, let me tell you a story…” he sat upright as I rested my head on his chest.

“Okay… I’m listening.’


One day a girl asked: “Why do you like me..? Why do you love me..?”

HE answered: I can’t tell the reason... but I really like you…

SHE: You can’t even tell me the reason… how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

HE: I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

SHE: Proof? No I want you to tell me the reason, my friends’ boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but you can’t!

HE: Hmm… I love you because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you
love, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movement.

The girl felt very satisfied with his answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the gal met with an accident and
became comma.

HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you… now can you talk? no…

Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you… now that you cannot show them.

Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you… now can you smile? now can you move?
No…

Therefore I cannot love you…

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.


I sat upright too and looked at him, “Then?”

“But love Shin doesn’t need any reason. Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be
seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart… Love doesn’t need a reason. It’s something you can feel
burning inside your heart and waiting to explode,” he pulled me gently and hugged me tight, “I love you… period.”

I smiled, “I love you too… period,” and kissed him again.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Make Love with Me

Last night, Ryuuka was already discharged from the hospital. I prepared everything that he needs. I cleaned his loft, finish his laundry, stock up groceries and even bought him the latest edition of WII. Since VII and Shin offered to drive Ryuuka home, I chose to just wait for him in his loft. I put my clothes on; the pair of jeans that Ryuuka like and a brown long-sleeve turtle neck. I sprayed on my perfume and put some wax on my hair too. Soon, the door opened and I saw the god-like figure that I've been waiting for. He looked at me smiling and said, 'I'm home...'

I almost jumped out of my feet, 'Hey!' I said as I pulled him and gave him a long passionate kiss.

He was shocked, 'Aren't you excited...'

I just smiled at him sweetly, ‘Isn’t it obvious, My Life?’

'Yes, you’re obvious that you’re hungry,” he chuckled.

'I hunger for your touch...'

He laughed, 'Could you wait a little longer?'

'You're such a teaser...' I pouted my lips.

He walked as he tapped my shoulder, 'We'll go all the way later... don't worry', and he winked.

I followed him. He went to the kitchen and got a beer.

'Wow, my fridge is full,' he looked at me.

'I stocked up,' I made my voice sound pissed.

He grimaced, 'Oh... I see', he walked and sit on his motor-sofa, 'And my loft is pretty clean too. It's so good to be home.'

'I cleaned it.'

'Not the cleaning lady?' he asked.

I glared at him.

'Oh right... easy.' he chuckled. He stood up and removed his shirt, 'Do you really want me that badly?' he was half-naked and almost laughing.

I turned my back.

I felt that he started to walk towards me.

'You promised...' I uttered.

'So what do you want us to do my prince?' he placed his hands above my shoulders and started to massage me.

'Well... I expect the man that I love to slowly and sensually take off his clothes exposing his perfect body and beautiful dick'

'Oh...' he whispered as he started to slid his left hand inside my pants, 'Then?'

'Then...', I continued, 'He'll rim my ass to get me crazy and ram his cock and fuck me so hard that I'll pass out'.

His hands went up and played on my nipples, 'On bed...' he uttered.

'Hmm?' I asked as I reached for his dick.

'You suppose to add on bed in the end of your expectation...' he explained.

'I was thinking...' I kissed him, 'on the floor...' I told him.

'Okay....' he wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered softly in my ears, 'I'm gonna give you the best rim job,' he bit my right ear, 'and fuck your brains out...'

I turned around and faced him, 'Please...', he lifted me and brought me to his bed as we started to make out. He removed my turtle neck and slowly unzipped my jeans, 'Damn... you're so sexy.'

I also unzipped his pants. Soon, we're both naked.

He started to pleasure me by kissing me in my lips down to my neck then to my chest, he licked and sucked my nipples then he continued to my tummy until he reached my dick. I heard him laughing softly, I looked at him and asked him why was he laughing.

'Nothing My Life, I just find your body amazing,' he uttered.

'And why is that?' I sit a bit upright and stared at him.

He looked at me, 'Coz even though I've touched you a thousand times now, your body still reacts like a virgin.’

'Huh?'

He went up and our face was just a breath away, 'Your body is so sensitive, it reacts to every touch I make'.

'Geez... stop explaining now and fuck me, Ryuuka,' I uttered.

He grinned, 'Your wish is my command.'

Then whatever happened next is just between of us. But for sure, you already have a clue what happened.

The next morning, I woke up with the strum of guitar. I covered myself with the blanket and get out of bed. I followed where the sound comes from, I saw Ryuuka singing. Beside him was a bouquet of red roses and a big photo-frame with a picture of us. I recognized the photo, it was taken last New Year's eve. I walked towards him, 'Advance Happy Valentines My Life...', he greeted me.

I was speechless.

'You'll be going back to Japan tomorrow and I don't know if I could make it in Valentines' day so I thought of having an advance celebration.’

I smiled and hugged him tight, 'I love you Ryuuka...'

He hugged me back, 'I love you too...'

I didn't see a while ago but there was also a prepared breakfast, 'You cooked that for me?'

He nodded, 'I'm not sure of the taste but don't worry it's edible,' he laughed.

I chuckled, 'Everything about you is delicious.'

He pouted his lips, 'Yeah but that food is not me so just take precaution.'

I nodded.

'You go right ahead and eat...' he told me.

'How about you?'

'I want to serenade you while you're eating.'

I agreed and stared to eat the food he prepared. It wasn't that bad at all, or maybe coz I wasn't really paying attention to the taste. I was so caught by him and his voice.

After singing, he joined me but he didn't eat. He said that he just want milk. He kept on staring at me while I was eating.

I got conscious, 'Is there something in my face?'

'Nope, it's perfect...' he uttered while still staring at me.

I continued eating but this time slowly.

'You're like a dream come true Prince.'

'Huh?'

'You're beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, hot, perfect... I am so lucky to have you.'

I smiled, 'Sweet talker...' I stood up, walked towards him and I sat on his lap.

'It's the truth...' he whispered.

I nodded, 'Okay...'

'Promise me, when you get back to Japan... don't look at anyone, all right?'

I smiled, 'Silly...'

'I'm serious, you can make anyone fall in love with you easily, Prince'.

I didn't speak but assured him with a hot passionate kiss.

'You and I, just the two of us forever...'