contn Trip (Taoist temple)

and we reached the Taoist temple. we were the second to the last one who arrived. the center hall was filled by the student as one of the groups was wishing using the incense by kneeling down. i sat down on the second to the last row and ryuu sat beside me.

'i have a question for you, prince.'

'what?'

'are you..angry at me?'

'what do you think? you know what, you are the only one who could answer your question'

'then it is..' he said sadly.

honestly, i couldn't be angry at him or pissed off at him..i was just hurt.

'but how could you be angry at me if you love me, right' he asked while smiling.

'hmm..'

'see, you are thinking about the answer..i think you are just stubborn to say what you really want to say in front of me, spoiled bratty prince.' he smiled sweetly.

'then why are you still asking?'

'because i want an answer. i know you have your own reason'

'i have told you, right?'

'ah..yeah..i'm sorry..i am really really sorry..'

it was now our turn to wish..we were in a line and ryuu's beside me.while wishing..i heard ryuu's murmuring and i looked at him.

'i hope..prince forgives me. i don't know what will might happen to me if this crap will continue. thank you.' and he looked at me.

i closed my eyes and wished. after we put it inside the bowl of ash and we returned to our seats.after some time of discussions about taoism, we were invited to stroll around the temple.

i took pictures while..ryuu was taking some pictures of me. pff..we stayed one our in there and left after.

Trip (The Perfume)

yesterday was our field trip in our history subject..first thing in the morning, i didn't wake up early!i woke up 30 minutes late. my mom didn't wake me up, have she forgotten about my trip? crap.

i ran down the stairs..my dad was reading the newspaper..ashley was watching the tv..and mom, she's in the garden with her friends.i was so pissed off that no one of them remembered that this day was my trip! pff..

i didn't eat my breakfast..i just took my bath.wore my clothes..went to the garage and rode my ducatti.

i travelled for about just 5 minutes to the meeting place and left my ducatti inside an establishment.

one van was left and my professor was calling me.i got inside the van, it wasn't that full..i sat at the 2nd row and noticed someone's head was leaning against the window. i sat not too close on him. oh..the two of us were sitting on that row. actually, our plan (with ryuu) was we'll just have our own car for this trip, but it wasn't becuase of what happened last friday.

anyways, i just plugged i my earphone in my ear and listen to some music because.. tsk, the guy in front of us was so damn noisy and i think it can't be helped. the guy sitting beside me was still..i think he was sleeeping.

on our way to the first destination (Taoist temple)..that guy in front of us (not the driver) got my ipod.

'wow, nice ipod...mr?' he said as he shuffled it.

'what the hell..are you doing? got some guts to shuffle it, huh?

'yeah?' he laughed, 'i'm matsumoto. nice to meet you?'

i didn't answer his quesion and just gor my ipod from him.

'what's your problem? i was just looking at your ipod.

'do you think it's decent to get somone's belonging without any permisson?' i asked.

'well, for me it's ok as long as you are acquianted to each other.'

i sighed.

'oh..so, mr..can i borrow your ipod?'

'no.'

he smirked and i thought he was pissed off. i was pissed of too. who the hell was he just to talk about such nonsense things.

'aright, i'm sorry. i don't want somebody to hate me just because of that ipod.,' he said.

'sorry for yourself for i hate you now.'

'what...? you are to shallow! would you just give me a reason for hating me?'

'first, you got my ipod without any permission. second, you are apologizng without any sincerity. lastly, those people whio i hate will always do the same things that will make me hate them more. so stop, just face in front and don't talk to me further.'

'you are so full of yourself. you still don't know me so stop preaching, you are not my father.'

'then i will be your god.'

the others were having there own businesses so they don't have to interfere with us.

'what the fucking hell are you saying?!'

as he shouted that in front of me, that van suddenly braked. he and the others was like thrown in front, i was still at my place as well as the guy beside me..he has moved a little. my vanmates were quite over reacting about the 'brake' thing.

'what's the..noise all about?' the guy beside me asked and he yawned.

'that guy--' matsumoto said.

'oh..shut up.', and he removed his shades, h looked at me...'my li--i mean..prince! you're here!' he grinned.

'you know each other..?'

ryuu showed his gun to matsumoto. he was speechless and became pale. he face in front and talked no more. thanks, ryuu.

'wow..i am so glad you..you are here with me, prince. i thought you were in the other van'

'i woke up late, that's why..and your van was the last one who left.'

'oh..i see,' he smiled.'well, i think that was great because you're here..' he moved a little closer beside me.

our teacher was sitting on the next row after ours. he spoke about our partners/buddies for the trip. ryuu voluntered to be my partner but our teacher told that he made a list for partners. ryuu insisted that he wanted to be my partner. he smiled and grinned and wahtsoever until our teacher approved of that. i saw that matsumoto was glaring at us but i don't care. he was just a piece of a crap. lame ass.=
ryuu told stories for me but i didn't understand it at all because i was listening to music. ryuu noticed it and he removed it from my ear.

'i'm sorry for removing it..but can you please listen to me?'

'alright.'

the lame ass looked at us and asked me why did i let him removed the earphones from my ear.

'he's is different from you, lame ass.' i said.

'beh..' ryuu faced me again and happily told his stories.

i suddenly noticed that the driver was pissed off as he was like punching the sterring wheel. sorta like that. i looked outside and noticed a strange place.

'something's wrong in here.' i said..

'what?' ryuu asked.

'look outside. i think we're lost.'

'yes, we are!' lame ass shouted.

'he's not talking to you, dork. tsk..' ryuu said pissed off too. he looked outside. 'hm, maybe you should ask your bodyguards about it, prince..'he winked.

'i'm just kidding, prince.' he smiled.

the teacher was trying to contact his co-teacher.

'stupid driver. how come you drive for us without knowing the way to the taosit temple?' i asked.

'what stupid? i'm trying to drive for you, huh..just shut your mouth and sit back down there.' he answered.

'sit? are you nuts? we paid you for this. want me to take it back, huh?'

'prince..chillax' ryuu said as he was calming me down.

'what chillax are you saying? we should be in the temple at 8: 30..and what do you think is the time? it is 8: 50!

'shut up, you..freakinin me!' the driver exclaimed.

'what?! don't say that to, prince!' ryuu exclaimed too.

'this is shit.' i said.

our teacher told me to relax..he said that his co teacher sent a message on the right way. alright.

'i thought you might have a stroke because of this, prince..' ryuu chuckled.

and then.it smelled so bad. we were at a wet market..tsk..it really smelled so badly that i thought i was going to vomit.that driver opened the window. really stupid.

'is this the scent of your new perfume, prince?' ryuu winked at me

'what?!'

'it is so bad, prince..where did you buy it?'

'huh?'

'so it is, prince..you really smell bad and you are so disgusting.'

'whatever'

ryuu laughed and again he ws kidding..he's really laughing out loud until we went out from that stinky place.

'never thought that you will buy that kind of perfume prince..' he grinned.

i didn't answer.

Think

i was waiting for that moment.
the family picture of us three..me, ryuu and our baby..
but it was taken for granted.

early in the morning..
i fetch ryuu at his house and we went together at the university.
its just like a cycle..i will fetch him today, he will the nect day..me again on the other day and so on.

after few minutes..we're in the university parking lot..i was the one who first went outside the car and i went on his side and opened the door for him.

'thank you my life..' he said as he stepped outside the car.
and he cornered me suddenly.

'what?' i asked.

'nothing,' he grinned, 'i just want to stare at you for at least a minute'

'not now, my life..it's too public in here. they might think of something--'
'so? say what they want to say..our lives aren't their businesses...and we love each other, any problem with that for them?'

'my point is--'

'please..my life..no more worries for now..besides we are too early here in the campus..' he said confidently.

i sighed and looked around. well, yeah it was early but what if someone sees us?

he still stared at me and..he kissed me. i was a bit shocked so i slightly pushed him away from me.

'what the hell are you doin?!' i said, pissed off.

'i just kissed you,' he came closer to me again.

'but i have told you, ryuu..a million times. NOT IN PUBLIC.'

'i know, my life..but no one has seen us,' he smiled.

'and what if someone sees us? huh?'

'i'll kill him,' he chuckled as if he doesn't care. well, i think he really does not care.

i shooked my head, 'can't you be serious just for this time?'

'but i have--'

'no 'but's' for me, ryuuka. you aen't really thinking.'

'yeah, because you're the only one who's inside my head..' he looked at me and smiled a bit, 'i was just cheeing you up, prince..i just want you to be happy. also..i'm escited about the photoshoot later with our baby'

'not in this way. would you just, stop giving excuses?'

'i'm sorry..'

i looked on the other side..and i sighed again..

'are those 3 words difficult to understand? do you want me to rephrase it for you, huh? tsk..think first ryuuka..before acting upon it.,' and i left him.

for the whole day..i haven't talked to him but he's always around following me. i've decided not to continue the pictorial so i went home by myself. oi don't know how he went home.

at my house..tsk..there was a party..sorry, but ryuuka's not here..i told mom..
she was asking so many questions that i i didn't entertain more of her questions..
she insisted that even without ryuuka, i should have my pictorial with my cousin, ashley..as my bride..what?! so lame! but what can i do? nothing.

stupid. i was really pissed off. even right now. just because of that kiss would ruin my day?and that pictorial? why just can't he understand what i am saying about the not in public thing..-sighs- i just wanted us not be so open to others and to be vulgar.i was just taking care of our relationship.

was that bad?.

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PLEASE...
WATCH THIS.

Kesong Puti

ealy in the morning and i am so lazy to wake up..
i love to sleep more than to go to school..of course, i will call my life to visit me..(B.I. haha).

i set the aircon at a full blast..just a one click and i it will set.
i got the cotrol on the player and again in one click, the music will play..and i'm contented.

i went back to sleep..for sometime when i heard the door opened and then closed. i know it's mom. she will fix the curtains, sing songs, classic songs until i wake up.nah, so used to it..
but then..it's not mom..someone got up from the bed and sort of crawled over me..started kissing me on my cheek..

'wake up, my life...'

as i opened my eyes, ryuu was staring at me.i didn't expect that he will be the one who will wake me up..wee.at least not mom..

'what..are you--"
'
i'm here to wake you up..my life..i initatiated because i know you're busy last night, you slept at about 2 am right? i know you'll wake up late that's why i'm here' ryuu said.

'oh..i see..'

'and mom called me. she said that she had prepared on of her specialties. She got the ingredients from the Philippines just to make it. so, cmon..i'm hungry...,' he grinned.

we went downstairs and we saw mom preparing our food.
i thought she'll prepare just one..but i think she prepared half of her specialties.

as always, ryuu was the first one who sat down..

'mom, what is this? with the white thing on top?" as he pointed to the viand.

'oh..this is from the philippines. the white thing is called the 'kesong-puti' or the white soft cheese.'

and what's this?, i asked.

'that one is dried fish. i sauted it with butter and some veggies. the white cheese would be the toppings for it. taste it now, guys..', she smiled.

so..we tasted it..and it was great..=]
the white cheese has a diferent texture from the other cheese for it was made from fresh milk of cows. other varieties would be by goat's milk, buffalo's milk or carabao's milk.
btw, mom told us that..white cheese is also good with hot bread for breakfast..=]

Busted

while waiting for our next class..(philosophy; my life's major subject..=D )
i'm with my life and a friend, Elise..she knows about us..
a policeman went inside our buiding..
i was just scanning my notes then while ryuu's..i think he was thinking of something..

E: what's with the police?
P: dun know..do you know what happened, my life?
R: (sighs and looks at me)
P: hm? are you ok?
R: i filed a case against you, my life..(sad face)
E: (listens to her ipod)
P: what...? what case?
R: robbery..
P: (confused)
R: (holds my hand) i'm sorry..i can't help but to call the policeman and jail you..(looks at my eyes)
P: the hell ryuu..i know you are kiddin!
R: no, look at me prince..look at my eyes..
E: ....
P: what did i do to you my life? i don't remember stealing something from you and i--
R: you don't remember, huh..? you're such an irresponsible brat, prince! (furious)
P: (sighs) i don't remember..i'm sorry..what did i steal from you then?
R: (sings) you..have..stolen..my...HEART...(grins)
P: (chuckles) what the hell was that, ryuu..that..that was not a hardcore you know..
E: Loser! (laughs)
P: bubble head! (laughs also)
R: pff...(pouts)

poor ryuu...=]he doesn't know how to crack it..to crack a joke..so amateur! =)) haha.anyways, after laughing out loud..there was still 45 minutes left..we're too early for our next class because we don't have classes in the morning.
i continued scanning my lessons when my life looked at me..and i looked at him too..

R: know what..my life..
P: i don't know yet, ryuu..
R: you're a big B.
P: yeah..i know..i'm a big boy now..(turns the page)
R: nah..not boy..
P: hm..big..whatever.
R: Big Booger. (grins)
E: (snickers)
P: because what? i'm really hard to get?
R: (frowns)
P: why?
R: how did you know that?! (sighs)
P: because i'm not an amateur, like you..my life..(winks)
E: oh..yeah! amateur, schuuichi-kun! (laughs)
R: oh..shut up..i thought you're on my side..?
E: (nods) i'm cheering for a looser like you! Go amateur kid!
P: bubble head! (grins)

see...he's really an amateur. haha.don't worry, i'll teach him how to crack it. ;p
scan again.. my lessons and then he suddenly hugged me..
P: uh..
R: (hugs me tightly) (looks at Elise)
E: (looks around) (shooks head) *means no one is coming
P: my life? any prob..?
R: (looks at me) You're like a cliff my life..
P: (smiles) why is that?
R: because i'm falling for you..
P: then..i'm here to catch you, my life..(holds his chin and smiles)
R: (removes my hand and moves a little)
P: what?
R: tsk..i thought i'm the who is corny here?
P:yeah..i'm corny too..but you are cornier! (laughs)
E: Loser loser loser!
R: (pissed off)

it's alright, my life..there's a room for improvement..so..i scanned again..but after a few minutes kept my notebook inside my bag..ryuu was still uneasy..
R: mm..my life..? (looks at me)
P: yes?
R: (grins) can..i see the tag of your shirt?
P: what for? it's a calvin klein shirt..medium size..
R: i don't need that--
P: i know..you wanna see if i'm made for you..? (grins)
R: Holy! hot damn! (scratches head)
P: busted! (laughs)
E: weak-weak-weak!
R: grr..
P: right, elise-chan..weakling bubble head. (laughs)
E; poor shuuichi-kun..
R: alright, i'll stop now. (folded arms) i have no corny sweet lines anymore..
P: really..really..weak! (pinches his cheek)
R: stop it my life..can't you see i'm..i'm so tired of you! enough is enough, please! (stands up)
E: o..ow...hmm...
P: huh? tired..of me..? (stands up too) what's the problem again, my life?
R: (looks down)
P: (holds his chin) ryuu..
R: (looks at me) i'm so tired of you..tired of you running non-stop on my head!
P: WHAT!?
R: i can't stop thinking of you..(grins)
P: ryuuka! (beats him up)

after 10 minutes...elise was just watching us. tsk..
R: (sad face) ouch..
P: (pampers him) it's your fault..
R: (chuckles)
P: pff..
R: you are just so cute whenever you'r pissed off, my life..(sweet smile)
P: (glares at him)
R: no hitting any more, please?
P: you are the corniest person i've ever met..
R: really...P: why did you say those words?
R: because of ILY.P: ILY..?
R: I LOVE YOU...(sweet smile)
P: ....
R: (stares at me)
P: (turns his back)
R: (peeps on my face)
P: (smiles)
R: wee...(shimmering eyes)

COOOOOL.=] haha..and i turned my head and saw my life looking at me..he smiled and..
P: ILYT. (grins) I LOVE YOU TOO..
R: (hugs)
P: (hugs him too)
E: Alright..alright..stop it, fellow friends..
R: what? i don't want..
P: (nods) mmm....
E: cmon guys...they're coming..!
R and P: (parted ways)
R: (whistles)
P: (fixes hair)
E: kiddin! (laughs) i won't let the ants bite me..sorry..(smiles) let's go now to our class..5 minutes left..
P: (nods)
R: (holds my hand)
P: not in..public..
R: ok. (smiles and removes his hand) i'm wonderin when will i can hold hands with you while walking in public..

i still don't know, my life. i'm sorry..don't worry..we can do anything in private.haha.=]

21 things

yesterday, monday again and i have only one class for that day..
i went to the university library 2 hours earlier (my class is at 10 am) for my research and i'm with my lfe..=]

oh, before i forget..he started studying at my university today! wee! i'm so
glad! =D

hmm..so, we sat at the last seats on our left..i got some books and read it while my life listened to his ipod and scanning some of the books i got..he said he'll help me on my research

'i can help you this time, my life..no chemistry in here..' he grinned.

i nodded. i finished my research for about 50 minutes..i didn't expected that it would be so fast..thanks to my life..=] there's still 1 hour and 10 minutes left so we stayed at the library..chatting..don't worry, those librarians are far away from us..that's why we stayed at the last table on our left..they were on the right.haha.

a girl approached us, asking if she can interview us for her report in
humanities..

'sure thing, we have lots of time for your interview..miss' my life smiled.

'alright..thank..you..' she blushed and sat in front of us.

my life's really a charmer..making that girl blush easily..i wonder what might will happen to her if my life smiled sweetly at her?haha..he only do it with me. =]
so..she asked questions and it went like this..
G - girl P - prince R - ryuuka

G: the first part are the things girls wanted to know about boys..
R: wow..do girls really need answers? (chuckles)
G: yes..i think...especially if girls are so shy--
R: (sighs) i really don't understand girls, prince..
P: me either.R: (whispers) because the two of us understand each other. (winks)
P: (smiles) so, can we proceed to your questions?
G: are you guys flirt? playboy thing?
R: (snickers) it depends..(i'm not a playboy anymore!)
P: we may be flirting around all day, but before we go to sleep, we always
think about the girl we truly care about.

G: are you emotional?
R: we are more emotional than you think. for example, i loved at one point,
it will take me a lot longer when you (points at the girl) think you want me
to make you let go.
P: It really hurts every second that we try.

G: when do you go crazy about a girl?
P: on her smile. (smiles)
R: so smile always..(smiles too)
G: (blushes) is it true that when a guy likes a girl, he wants to be the only
guy she talks to?
P: oh..no, so protective huh..
R: but it really happens sometimes, right..prince? (looks at him)
P: right.

G: what will happen if a girl he likes gives a hanging message like.."you
know what, uh..nevermind.."?
R: we do really jump to conclusions that are so far what girls are thinkin.
P: we will assume that we did something wrong and we'll obsess about it
trying to figure it out.

G: what do girls need to do if you guys tell your problems?
P: we just need someone to listen to us.
R: don't give advice..it would be better for us. (smiles)
G: oh..i see..what does it mean if a guy teases a girl?
R: he likes you! (chuckles)
P: it is a usual act that really proves that he likes you..(looks at ryuu)
R: beh..;p
P: and guys love girls more than you love them. (smiles)

G: what does it mean if a guy uses hot or cute to describe girls?
P: it's common for us to use those terms because we rarely use beautiful or
gorgeous.
R: if a guy uses that..he loves you or like you a whole heck of a lot! (grins)

G: what if you guys do stupid in front of a girl?
R: hell no..we aren't like that..(looks at prince)
P: it's only a what if question ryuu..hm, then..if that happens, he will think
about it for the next couple of days or until the next time he spends time
with the girl.

G: what's with the guy who is unusually calm and laid back?
P: he's faking it..
R: he is really thinkin about something.

G: do you guys really say that you are crazy for a girl?
R: hm..we rarely say that.

G: are you guys pissed off when you are saying to leave you alone?
P: nope..try to read between the lines and you'll know what is the answer.
R: how? hmm..(thinkin)P: it's like this..'please come and listen to me..'
R: oh..i see..yeah..that's it..(smiles)

G: are you guys always talk unseriously?
R: that's a big NO. when we start to talk seriously, just listen to us.
P: It doesn't happen often..so when it does..you know something's up.

G: what does it mean if a guy looks at you more that a second?
R: he's definitely thinkin something..

G: what can you say to a girl?
P: hm, strange...have unpredictable decisions and are mad confusing..
R: don't worry..somehow we are drawn more to them.

G: really? wow..so do you read a girl's mind?
P: (nods) i would give the world just to be able to read it.

G: can you really handle your problems on your own?
R: no! (looks at me) he's just too stubborn to admit it. (grins)

G: are guys rude?
P: nah. just because one is rude it doesn't mean he represent all of them.
R: yeah yeah. don't include us to them! (smiles)

G: do you kike sacrificing foy your love?
P: yes..
R: when we sacrifice our sleep and health just to talk to the one we love, we
really like and want to be with her as much as possible.

G: would you still love a girl who dumped you for months?
R: Of course i will..especially if i know she's the one...
P: (nods) if i would have one wish, it would be you to come back into my
life.

G: thank you very much! thank you very much for your time! (smiles)
R: sure, hope it will help your gals through your report..
G: thanks again..bye! (went away)

P: so long..15 minutes left before my classes..
R: aw..i want to spend more time with you my life..(places my bag in front of us)
P: we have lots later..(smiles)
R: i want always..(will kiss me)
P: not in public, ryuuka.
R: but no one will see us..see? (looks around)
P: i said no, bubble head. pff..
R: spoiled bratty prince! (grins) ok, as you wish.
P: (sighs and smiles) let's just continue this later..by the way, she shot 21
questions to us.
R: ah..i see..don't care about it, gorgeous. (winks)
P: what?
R: nothing. (smiles) c'mon..i'll come with you at your class..(stands up and
gets my bag) I'll bring your bag..
P: o..--
R: (grins) Let's go, my life..(winks)