Still as Ever by Shin

YESTERDAY NIGHT:

'i miss you too, my life...sure, that would be a pleasure...i'll be waiing for you...byebye, i love you the most, my life....' i smiled as our phone call ended.

i miss my life terribly, it has been almost 4 days since we haven't seen each other. geez, i hate it whenever my life's not with me.

anyways, it was 10:30 in the evening and i was not still sleepy..so i went to shin's room to check up on him and luckily his awake.

'oh, prince...any problem?' he asked me smiling as he approached me holding his guitar

'i am not still sleepy yet so i went here to have a chit chat with you, if you don't mind...' i sat on the couch

'i see, it's still early to sleep ya know...' he sat beside me,'so what do ya wanna to talk about?' he plucked on his guitar

'anything...' i got his guitar and plucked on it too. he just stared at me for a while, looked like he's been thinking of something. 'i remember every look upon his face, the way he rolls his eyes, the way he taste ...he makes it hard for breathing, and then i close my eyes and drift away..i think of him and everything's ok...' i sang.

'ya really miss your life...don't ya?'

'isn't it obvious?' i smiled as i handed his guitar,'it has been almost 4 days i think...' i folded my arms,'i wanted him so badly right now...'

'it's alright missing each other so badly...i guess...'

'you aren't sure?' i chuckled, 'don't you miss someone s badly?'

'i do miss my parents...-'

'aside from your parents...'

'hm...' he thought for a while,' i miss chatting with my friends...' he chuckled

'ah?' i raised my eyebrow,'don't you miss chantelle?' i smiled

'of course, i do...actually i am composing a song for her...' he showed me a piece of paper

'oh, really...'

'it ain't finish yet...i just need some couple of words for the ending...' he smiled

'i see...uhm,shin?'

'yes?'

'i can't understand your penmanship here...'

'ah?' he laughed,'i'm sorry...that was just a draft..i'll rewrite it later' he winked

'what's written ih here?' i asked him as i put the paper back on his desk. he started to sing...'this is a story of a girl...' he started to strum the guitar

'who cried a river and drown the whole world and while she looks so sad in photographs...i absolutely love her..when she smiles...how many days in a year,she woke up in hope but she only found tears...and i could be so insincere making her promises never for real...as long as she stands there waiting...wearing the holes of the soles of her shoes..how many days disapper so how do you choose...'

'alright? tsk..that was a nine days song...'

'i was just kidding, my little prince...' he chuckled, 'i'll rewrite it now so ya could understand it.' he rewrote the song he composed.

'better. btw, she's having some insecurities...you shoud act upon it now and you coudn't just let it pass so easily, alright?'

shin paused for a while and looked at me intently, 'yeah, i know...that's why i'm doing my best to show that i am really into her.'

i nodded, 'don't upset her, shin...make her happy.'

'every woman desrves that and it would be a pleasure making her happy.'

i sniffed,'wow, i never thought that you could be that serious, shin..i'm really not used to it.' i smiled at him.

'it shows sincerity, prince...but i'm not like ya who's serious all the time..that creeps me out' he chuckled,' i wonder how in law get used of that...'

'shut up..'

'ya know what...'

'i still don't know yet...'

he twirled the pen in his fingers...'eversince, i really wanted her to look for me, i wanted her to find me and then fall in love with me...'

'shin...that's what she's doing right now...you're just too dumb to notice it...you're really dumb eversince...'

'i admit that..' he smiled a bit,'we're having a mutual understanding..'

'yeah, and it's cute too see...getting jealous about each other even though you haven't any commitment yed...' i sighed and smiled,'tsk..it's you're fault really...you have too much appeal that's why you're getting confused right away...' i chuckled,'anyways, i just wish you good luck...'

'thank ya...' he smiled and showed me the song

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you
Before i tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much I made you hurt, your heart can't leave me

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

'it's good..you're really an artist...' i smiled at him as i returned the paper

'thanks again...hope she likes it...'

'she'd be....by the way, how are you and VII? you're scared at him?' i laughed

'a bit..but it's alright, it's kinda cool.' he smiled

'yii..i remembered the play we had last tuesday..you two look great!' i chuckled

'geez, stop that. in law's teasing me too! grr!' he pouted his lips

i laughed and he laughed. that's all. thank you.haha