Hidden Talent

btw, before we left my life's house..i asked him if i could check my mail using his laptop.

'of course, my life..,' he smiled,' i'll just take my bath..' he kissed me on my cheek.

so..i checked my mail..after it..ryuu was not yet around. i checked his files on his laptop ans i saw this: entitled as DOODLE. he was the one who wrote it..=]

"`orayt..i don't know how this thing works but perhaps i'll give it a try.
i'm no writer so right now, i apologize coz for sure this won't really work well, but since i have nothing to do but to look at my life while he is sleeping then i might just try this thing out.

i actually don't know what to write coz there's nothing really going on my mind tonight but him of course. mm..yeah it sounds cheesy but it is the truth. well..what to write, what to write? mm.. *thinking

oh wait.. my life's calling me, i think he's having a dream? i'll just gonna check him out.

`orayt..now that it is morning, i think i know what should i write. (haha,if you're confused of what the hell am i saying.. well, the stuff that is written above is what i've started last night, i didn't finish writing it coz my life interrupted me, haha. well anyway, i'll just continue this thing while my life is currently taking his bath..) Ü

last night while i was trying to write, my life suddenly called out my name

'ryuuka.. ryuu.. ryuu..' he chanted over and over again. so then i stood up and crawled over beside my life while he was lying on his bed

'yes my life..' i said, then when our sight met, i started kissing him from the tip of his nose, to his left cheek, to his left cheek bone, up to his forehead then down to his right cheek bone, to his right cheek then to his neck and lastly to his lips passionately.

i saw him smile at me and asked, 'where were you, my life?'

'i just went to the bathroom', i answered but i actually didn't go there coz the truth is i was trying to start this thing. i don't want him to know about this coz like what i said, i'm just trying this.

'you.. you lied to me' he said while pouting his lips. i wondered what it is i lied so i didn't answer him. 'you told me that you'll be beside me when i open my eyes', he added.

i smiled and kissed him again, 'i'm sorry my life, i didn't know that you were to wake up when my nature called, i'm sorry'. then he chuckled. 'nah..no worries, i was just kidding you', he said.

'with my presence around you my life..rest assured that you are always safe',i uttered.

'yes i know..'

i stared at him and he stared at me too. i think we stared at each other for more than 10 minutes and that was one of the best 10 minutes of my life with prince. after a long but also short staring, i hugged him tightly..so tight that i can already feel his heartbeat..his heartbeat that gives me will to love him eternally.

'is something wrong ryuu?' he asked.

'none', i said while closing my eyes. i forbid myself for seeing more of him tonight, not coz i don't want to but coz the moment i let myself to look at him more then perhaps..or rather i'm sure i'll lose my control over my desire.

i lost track of time..well, i actually always lose track of time whenever i'm with him coz he's always always on my mind. he's running on my head non-stop. i don't know how he do it but i don't care coz i love stucking him in my head..in my heart.

his voice that gives me the strength, his eyes that gives me light, his touch that gives me power, his scent that gives me hope, his body that gives me burning desire, his heart that gives me love and himself that gives me life..

oh,what else could i ask for? nothing, in him i found the one..my only one. prince is my life, he's everything..everything that i've wanted. i don't know anybody who loves him the way i do about him now. a life without him isn't anymore worth living for me.

'i am so lucky..' he suddenly said. i still didn't opened my eyes but asked him, 'why?'

'coz i have you, my life..'

when i heard him say that, i feel like i wanna try bungy jumping coz my heart is going crazy or somewhat melting.. i was so happy, so glad and so fulfil. i didn't try to break it to him, but its the other way around actually. i can't believe that he is mine. i mean how would..or why would a prince, literally a prince will love such a person like me. an assassin who already killed hundreds, an assassin who brings bad luck and an assassin who lived his life all alone before..no parents, no family..no nothing. but he still chose to love me.

instead of saying anything, i opened my eyes and kissed him again. mm.. i wonder how many times did i already kiss him last night? after that, he said that he wanted to sleep again. i finally released him, look into him and said,
'looking deep into your eyes, no better place to hide. when i'm shattered and i'm weak, you can help me before i bleed'.

i saw him close his eyes and smiled, 'i love you..i so love you ryuu..'

'i love you too prince.. my prince', then we slept again.

so, there..i think this is about it? haha! tsk, i think this would be the last time i'll write something like this. haha! its not that i didn't enjoy..but, its just that i became so honest here and it melts me away. well anyway..oh, my life is here now and..

'HOLY! HOT DAMN... Ü'"

so that's the reason why he wasn't beside me at around 2 am..he was doing this.haha..oh my ryuuka..=]