Artificial

by the way, before goin to sleep last night..

i got the tulips again and looked at it for some time.
and then i noticed this 1 tulip..i examined it so closely that it as an artificial one..

and

it means that..my life's love for me won't die until that last tulip dies.

that ryuu really knows how to make me happy.

i love you more than anything else my life.

i know you know that..

why am i screwing up evrything

stupid spoiled bratty me.

i called him but the network's busy.

i went to his house but he wasn't there.

shit.